FaCE it

enjoy the suffering

feel the pain

see your sorrow passing through out you brain




only dark and hurt could make life precious

only sadness and tears could make you stronger



you are sad about details

you feel harmed by people

you are wandering on the edge of being fragile



but dont forget

you've got all you need......

CowErIng

still confused about it

is there any way out

you see all the thoughts of disturbance

tied to the fear



when did you become like this

hALo

Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

Pray it won't fade away...
(I can feel your halo)

CrAZY

i've got a little bit crazy.

its not good

stop talking

stop thinking

stop being cynical

stop being loved

stop loving

stop being clear

stop breathing






sadly, i love the person who i was

rUBbIsh

就甚麼都不要講

默默的走就好了

當作的越來越少

就直接丟掉

aNti-agEINg reSeARCh

vocabulary:

• eternal (lasting forever)
  do you fancy an eternal youth?
• ageing (relating to get older)
  the ageing problem has become serious.
• wear out (to use something so much that it is damaged)
  the human body is programmed to wear out at a maximum of about 120 years.
• cease (to stop something)
  we all have a biological clock inside us which determines the moment when our organs cease to function properly.
• arthritis (a serious condition in which a person's joint become painful)
  we are more likely to begin to suffer from the diseases of old age such as arthritis.
• rheumatism
  she suffers from rheumatism.
• throw light on (to reveal or provid information to make it easier to understand)
  Rapid advances in DNA research are beginning to throw a light on the secretes of the ageing process.
• lifespan (the length of time for which a person or animal or thing exists)
  humans have a fixed lifespan.
• amphibian
  frogs are amphibians.
• indefinitely (for a period of time with no fixed end)
  certain other organisms appear to live indefinitely.
• alligator
  alligators are cold-blood animals.
• retard (to make something slower)
  it is this gene may retard or repair damage to the body caused by ageing.
• halt (to stop moving)
  Perhaps the most immediate advance we ware likely to see in the battle to halt  the ageing process will be organ replacement.
• lizard
  a lizard is a small reptile.
• immortality (living forever)
  Suddenly immortality seems within reach.
• maturity (a very advanced or developed state)
  we grow to maturity.
• breach (an act of breaking a law, promise, agreement or relationship)
  He was sued for breach of contract.

suPERYoungER

fill up the blanks:

1. There are many other factors to take into account. 
2. They often have friendships and relationships with people younger than themselves.
3. They're sort of people who wake up refreshed in the morning.
4. General speaking they are also people read more and less watch TV. 
5. They tend to prefer individual sports such as swimming and walking.
6. We also discovered that they tend to be more honest.
7. Non-smokers outnumbered smokers by about 20 to 1.
8. No, in fact the opposite was true.

phrases:

• the middle aged man who can beat people half his age on the court...
• drink in moderation 
• stag night | hen night
• keep things fresh

Vocabulary:

• irrelevant (not related to what is being discussed or considered and therefore no importance)
• moderation (the quality of doing something within reasonable limits)
• neurotic (behaving in an anxious way)
• irritating (making you feel annoyed)

hatE

if leaving is the best way to live,

why do u still grab the dead body and dont let go?



if you hate all this shitty things,

why dont you clean up your ways and leave them alone>

本末倒置

有時候覺得

強調流程去獲得理想結果

只是讓整體更忽略真實存在的問題

FEels

wow...2-hour talk has given me some thoughts.

1. passion can be started by others. that's a good leader should be aware of and able to do. 

2. choose rather than assign. 

3. trust is more important than anything. but how? to be truly honest is  a good way. sharing everything, detailed information, and even personal knowledge and opinions is quite helpful. at least, i have been seeing it worked today. 

4. understanding. take every question important, or say, response in honest way and with the same mind set of the questioners. thats important to make you reply the question positively and constructively, even you spend a little bit long time on it. questions are expected to be answered.
5. ......

there are still some left behind. sometimes it is a little bit hard for me to translate the feels into words, although i know that is a good way to digest the thought. i am always trying to.  todays ideas are more about leadership. different styles result in different atmosphere. i am not a leader yet, but i can analyse the leadership from the way i have been lead. just like, i am not a speaker, but i can know what sort of style of speakers i like, as long as i can 'see' my feel. 

faCe 2 buRbeRRY

Vocabulary:

• launch
  Burberry launched its first logo in 1900.
• register
  i registered the car in my name.
• signature
  burberry registered the signature check pattern as a trademark in 1920.
• trademark
  Velcro is a registered trademark.
• conservative
  it was an established luxury brand for wealthy middle-class conservatives.
• revamp
  the CEO revamped its image.
• heritage
  he repositioned the Burberry brand in line with its luxury and exclusive heritage. 
• depict
  Ads were designed to depict the essence of the new Burberry.
• essence
  time is of the essence.
• elitist / elitism
  it gives a modern feel combined with classic British elitism.
• intend
  somehow i offended him, which wasnt what i'd intened.
• embrace
  If Burberry embraces the new audience, will they lose their core customers?

ChroME EXtenSIONs

There are several handy extensions on Chrome browser which are worth being shared.

1. Screen Capture (by Google)

    you can easily and quickly capture your screen within Chrome with provided 4 different ways. It also provides simple and essential editing functions(highlight, blur, block) before you save or share the image you have just captured. It's easy to save and share, although the share function is still considered not sufficient. 

2. NYTimes

    be honest, i dont read NYTimes frequently, however, i think this web app is well designed. If you are familiar with a reader app, Flipboard, on iDevice(such as ipad), you will be used to the use flow and page layout of NYTimes. the layouts (it provides 4 different design) enable each headline to be clearly read, and so does the content. you can select your interested topics and customized the keyboard shortcuts. i think it will also provide good user experience on All-in-one with touchscreen, although i dont really have one. 

3. Numerics Calculator & Converter 

    It's definitely a handy utility for a person needs so some calculation often. it supports a little bit complex math operation, such as sqrt(2+6*3-0.5^3). the history of your calculation is also recorded which is a easy way to go back to any step of your complex operation. I love the Calculator function most. However, it also provides another useful tool -- converter for currency and units. it is still intuitive to use. 

thE beaST

累了

但是還是殘忍的圈住

sAY you WilL

聽著聽著

覺得就是喜歡如此直接歌詞

滿滿的情緒

最真實的感觸

理性在這裡不是一切




It's taking you too long to decide
And I don't want to be the one, the one
Crying over wasted time

If you think you're strong enough to let me in
Then come on, stand up and be honest, be honest
I'm tired of feeling so alone
Cause you won't let me understand
I don't wanna pretend, I wanna feel, I want to love

Say you will or say you won't
Open your heart to me
Now or never, tell the truth
Is this real, is this real?

Whenever you're around, I can't fight it
You get under my skin the way that I like it
And I can't take anymore
Tell me what you want from me or leave me alone
'Cause I'm all caught up and I'm losing control

I'm tired of holding on so tight
When you won't let me understand
Now I'm falling apart
I never meant to lose myself

Say you will or say you won't
Open your heart to me
Now or never, tell the truth
Is this real, is this real

Say you will or say you won't
Open your heart to me
Now or never, tell the truth
Is this real, is this real?

Like drops of rain against my heart
Cut through like silver
And I want to make you feel that way
And I want to make you feel the way that I do

Say you will or say you won't
Open your heart to me
Now or never, tell the truth
Is this real?

Say you will or say you won't
Open your heart to me
Now or never, tell the truth
Is this real, is this real?

BRokeN

壞掉了

壞掉了

你的玩具斷了頭

掉了手腳

妳無心修復

摸摸她的頭髮和臉龐

微笑的感慨這是怎麼壞的

壞掉了

壞掉了

接不回去的舌頭

她也只能奮力厭惡的擠出聲

感慨自己為什麼壞掉了

cuRSE

dont know what i was talking about

answered

answered

answered

just dont like it

is that what i was waiting for?

AutiSM

vocabulary:

narrator (the character who tells you what is happening in a book or film)
you are going to read about an unlikely bestseller which has an autistic teenager as the narrator.

intractable (very difficult and seeming to be impossible to control)
we are facing an intractable problem.

despite (without taking any noticed or being influenced by)
Despite its difficult, apparently intractable problem, the judges said of his The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time: "we can think of few readers can take no pleasure from this wonderful novel."

inferior (not as good as someone or something else)
these products are inferior to those we bought last year.

entanglement (a situation or relationship that you are involved in and that is difficult to escape from)
he tries to bridge the mysteries, fears and entanglements of life using logic and his gifts for mathematics.

dePOsiTORy

害怕的時候

就追問自己怕什麼

生氣的時候

就追問自己氣什麼

難過的時候

就追問自己在難過什麼



如此抽絲剝繭

就會理性多點

paRAdoX

nothing is definitely right or wrong. you shouldnt be afraid of losing things you now have, as long as you believe that you can get them back or some things instead through ways. One never knows whether the decision made is correct or not at the moment. the only thing you can do is to judge if you are on the way to your goal. therefore, goals matter.

i always admire people clearly knowing their own goals, no matter they sound great or ordinary. what is mine? one of my friend, he'd wanted to be a good teacher. he took education programme in college. he spent time studying chemistry because to be a junior high school teacher his physics degree was not sufficient. now, so happy for him, he is a great teacher. after teaching for a while, he told me he wants to get the certificate of english teacher in junior high school. he's started to study english on his own and, even better, he applied for the english institute. i admire his ambition and his courage to chase things he wants. if i were him, i guess i wouldnt do that because i would challenge myself that how could i get a certificate of teaching english and become an english teacher if my major was physics and others who have already studied in english for such a long time. (after i've just written this, i feel what i've concerned sounds so stupid. XD)

can i calm down and shut up?

3Rd conDitionAL

Story:

• a young Spanish couple, Victor and Josefa, had just got married. they were from two of the richest families in Spain. they wanted to spend part of their honeymoon travelling to New York on by the Titanic. But Victor's mother didn't want them to go, because she had had a premonition that the Titanic was going to sink. Victor prepared many postcards, already written, and asked his servant to send one postcard every day to his mother a postcard to his mother on each day.
  
  When the Titanic hit the iceberg, Josefa was in the bed and Victor was getting ready for bed. he told Josefa to get dressed. they both went got on the deck. Josefa got into on a lifeboat. Victor stayed on the ship.
  
  When the Titanic sank, Josefa and the other people in the lifeboat heard the terrible cries of people in the water. Josefa shouted her husband's name Victor again and again.
  
  Josefa arrived New York safely. at first, Victor's mother refused to believe that his son was dead. 'I've just had a postcard from him got his postcard from Paris today.' she said. 

vocabulary:

• premonition (a feeling that something unpleasant is going to happen)
  his mum had a premonition.

make questions:

• what would Victor have done if he'd known the Titanic was going to sink?
• would Victor's mum have faced jer son's death more easily, if Victor hadn't asked his friend to send letters for him?