nINjA

都是
一瞬間

12 O'cLOck

is that ... a dream ... ?

read

fancy reading some tough and deep

but fall

without love

rUin

it's never easy at all.

i need to stand alone and



laugh at the vanity all day long

prOfouND

Always the little girl wonders .......


could she be?

520

.....

我們是最珍貴的........

yOu saId

...but never be true.....ever

ruN

No nothing.

sWeEt SilENce

after all of these
i couldn't help to fall into my own depression.
a sweet silence has dropped down with the colour of dream.
smelling the sweet and hating myself would never ever have an ending.

eVanEsCEncE

if i fall and all is lost
it's where i belong

remember that all alone is where i belong......

cHaPTer 45

為了使我重新脫胎換骨，
此刻的我或許該就此亡故。

─丁尼生《穆德》(一八五五年)

mOuRn fOr mE

禁錮的身軀.....

................曾是予你的祭品

tiE mE

sit and be sick..............

noThing tO SaY

dEar

lie soft.



that's the reason i am here.

evER

什麼都是需要練習的

耳濡目染

爸媽都說現在的我和小時候差很多

小李曾說
也許做事情不一樣了
但是個性是不會改變的

我也看不是很清楚
到底是哪些本質的變了
那些是真的變了

不過粗淺的來說
和那個在公園可以很快結識大姊姊做朋友然後到他家拜訪的我
的確相差甚遠

我還是一樣愛笑愛哭

脾氣卻好像比較硬了
說直接點就是暴躁啦~

處理情緒的方式也階段性的不一樣了
從 淡淡的悶著然後保持著超級禮貌得舉止
到 理性化自己的情緒
到 不加遮掩修飾的硬脾氣
哪種好呢?
誰知道~但是......我不想越來越像老爸的脾氣!!!!(已經有跡象了>"<)

老樣子的內心

很模糊的說不清楚~但那正是最不會變化的部份
即使每個階段我都加加減減了一堆裝飾
但是
我知道~那依舊靜靜躺在那兒

foR fuN 2

~"~我......就只能這樣了!!!!!!!

還是擺脫不了256以及大剌剌粗筆風啊>/////<

不過~~~~~~~~Xtina, forgive me.
i 'm really NOT good at portrait.

yOu WiLD BeAuTY

sometimes i love.

but the time i feel nothing is even more.

mY chRistmAS ColoUr

bRokEN sORds

哽著像糖果.........

很痛