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nothing is definitely right or wrong. you shouldnt be afraid of losing things you now have, as long as you believe that you can get them back or some things instead through ways. One never knows whether the decision made is correct or not at the moment. the only thing you can do is to judge if you are on the way to your goal. therefore, goals matter.

i always admire people clearly knowing their own goals, no matter they sound great or ordinary. what is mine? one of my friend, he'd wanted to be a good teacher. he took education programme in college. he spent time studying chemistry because to be a junior high school teacher his physics degree was not sufficient. now, so happy for him, he is a great teacher. after teaching for a while, he told me he wants to get the certificate of english teacher in junior high school. he's started to study english on his own and, even better, he applied for the english institute. i admire his ambition and his courage to chase things he wants. if i were him, i guess i wouldnt do that because i would challenge myself that how could i get a certificate of teaching english and become an english teacher if my major was physics and others who have already studied in english for such a long time. (after i've just written this, i feel what i've concerned sounds so stupid. XD)

can i calm down and shut up?