foRgiVE

i've been trying to forgive myself just like the story happened in this book. She asked all the questions haunting me like forever. I've made the decision and been trying to dont break the words. I am far from myself, i think, the one i am familiar with. it's weird. but i should have known that and been aware that it doesn't work. believing yourself is the way to be happy. you shouldnt try to listen to others' expectation and to think that you might be adequate to all of them. this kind of thoughts seems extreme, however, i don't think it's as bad as you think.