20080219

a RolE moDel oR WHat?!

after watching DVD there's so much feeling that i can't describe. she had spent so much time and efforts bringing the album out and finishing the entire world tour. suddenly i deeply realize that there's nothing important but efforts behind a success. a success could be a dream, a hope or a challenge. so did she say that everyone may suffer its own situation. what is mine? the most significant thing i learn is carry out a dream step by step. I'm always convinced that interest leads every effort. now it's turned out to be that passion leads every road to success.

20080210

evER

什麼都是需要練習的

耳濡目染

爸媽都說現在的我和小時候差很多

小李曾說
也許做事情不一樣了
但是個性是不會改變的

我也看不是很清楚
到底是哪些本質的變了
那些是真的變了

不過粗淺的來說
和那個在公園可以很快結識大姊姊做朋友然後到他家拜訪的我
的確相差甚遠

我還是一樣愛笑愛哭

脾氣卻好像比較硬了
說直接點就是暴躁啦~

處理情緒的方式也階段性的不一樣了
從 淡淡的悶著然後保持著超級禮貌得舉止
到 理性化自己的情緒
到 不加遮掩修飾的硬脾氣
哪種好呢?
誰知道~但是......我不想越來越像老爸的脾氣!!!!(已經有跡象了>"<)

老樣子的內心

很模糊的說不清楚~但那正是最不會變化的部份
即使每個階段我都加加減減了一堆裝飾
但是
我知道~那依舊靜靜躺在那兒


foR fuN 2




~"~我......就只能這樣了!!!!!!!

還是擺脫不了256以及大剌剌粗筆風啊>/////<

不過~~~~~~~~Xtina, forgive me.
i 'm really NOT good at portrait.

20080209

memOS

ha
it's time to take a review of myself, but i wanna go to bed.
Do what a baby always does, sleeps.
Dream a most sweet dream in the world, no dream.

So, it's just a memo.
ha!

bE stRonG

嘿嘿~今天也去看了小baby

第一次報小娃呢

i think i got some more positive impresses and responses of the big thing, having a babe, from the new moms, also including Christina. they are as great as all the moms in the world. Their smile gave me an opportunity to learn some different views of that.

although i'm definitely sure that you know it, i shall speak up---thank you mom and i love you.

20080207

hOw muCh DO u kNOw thE meANing to Me beHINd the woRDS

Was Jordan involved in the planning of the wedding?
He was and it's funny because i expected him to do the guy thing like, "Yeah, honey, do whatever you want." But not Jordy, he was definitely right in there and if i had something in mind that he thought should go a different way, he would speak up and say, "Honey, it's my wedding too." i thought it was cute that he wasn't the typical guy and that he had strong opinions about what he wanted. He has amazing taste so we didn't really ever differ in what we wanted. We have so much in common and our tastes are so alike that there wasn't really any disagreeing.

How was he different from other guys you met?
I think he's the only man I've ever met, really[laugh]. If every guy would take a page out of Jordy's book there would be a lot of happy women out there. He knows how to treat and respect a woman. I could gush about him for days. He goes above and beyond all the time. He;s my caretaker, he's my backbone, he's there for me during the good times and the bad. He's my rock. He's stronger than any other man i have ever met. He's do intelligent, which I'm very attracted to. I think one of the very first things I fell in love with was his smile. It's the biggest, most genuine and sincere smile you've ever seen in your life and he lights up a room. He's got an aura about him that makes people feel completely at ease. He knows me better than I know myself at this point,

What's the best thing about your relationship?
We are constantly teaching one another about so many different things. Our relationship is very balanced --- no one is above the other person; it's incredible equal. We share every single thing with one another. We have no secrets. He's my partner and we make very strong team. He makes me a better person.

20080206

FanS wouLD dO...

ha i think recently i've been a little bit enthusiastic about Christina Aguilera. it is very exciting to be an feverish fan. all common behaviors of a fan can be suddenly understood, such as subscribing news, tracing posts, and fancying being every session of her.

i believe that love should be simple and pure. when you are fond of someone, you will do everything under considering of her/him/it. maybe that's the reason i am usually afraid of annoying a cat or somebody else. i think that's an unchanged rule for gettin' along with whoever you love.

it's time to share my excitment if you're also interested in it.

Ryan Seacrest Exclusive Interviews

20080203

i Love ShowERIng

sometimes i just need a private space,

a place where only i belong to, a timing that i can just think of myself.

it's a long-long-time-ago story.

i'd played, been funny also felt comfertable.

However, i can't deny that life.

the only unchanged thing is i'm still lovin' to have a shower.

20080131

hELLo woRLD

it's my first java program for the work.

it feels right!!!!

ha.

20080127

baBy JanE



我瘋了~"~

沒有沙漏= =

和好朋友約會是再愉快不過的了

共通的語言
鬆綁的情緒
自然的互動

不用去設想那麼多

因為已經磨合很久了


和那種努力的應對人們的情況
是截然不同的

這樣
才是我最愛的吧

20080121

>"< pre...preorder?







wow~it's different!!!!

i went to the concert in Hong Kong.
now i wish i could go to every concert of Xtina's tour.>///<

i will be patient with the DVD!!!!!
^++++++^

20080118

美女一枚

今天興起
逛了韋寧的相簿

不禁令人欣羨嚮往好一會兒


能的話
我也想去

韋寧加油啊~祝 順利囉

20080117

dEEp withIN

究竟

我還是在這裡凝視著你們

每一寸笑

每一寸妙

我想念的應該就是

你們了

20080116

goOd NIght, mY dArling!

recently when i saw elders in the streets or restaurants, i felt something within. i don't know how to describe the sentiment then but i just wanna slow down my step, or even stand still, to see them. I am not sure what i expect to find from elders. maybe i just need those scenes of being alone in old age to remind myself something.

a SmALL pRiVATe CIrCle

是怎樣

搞不清楚情況嗎

That's me. whom i am and what i do is not your business.

Everything about you is not my business unless you're in my way.

Stay away from the circle.

20080112

wiSer?!

after about 3 years later, i've been changed a lot. i am indeed not the gal i was. i feel more and more constrained. i know that it's all about the thoughts within. i can't even decide whether i go out for a date. it really sucks. how can i become so different? what do i care about? i think that the key problem is what's wrong with my central thought.

20080111

MY WOrld

the world is still huge to me. it's time to broaden my view.


sometimes i feel embarrassed and sometimes i feel uneasy.

i am trying hard to go through the hurdles and keep push on.

20080105

yOu WiLD BeAuTY



sometimes i love.

but the time i feel nothing is even more.

20080102

DaIlY ligHTs

好久沒有畫畫
好久沒有讀英文了
彷彿這段時間都空了

想不起來這些日子是怎麼過日子的

其實也不懂

在實現什麼自我

路太長欲望太大

一步步來還是得要活在當下

該是出去走走吹吹海風逛逛整片花田的時候吧