conCENtrATE

it's not about others. it should have been all about myself. 

the focus needs to be released and change. if you are not satisfied with your own, just make it. 

think about your role model. 

think about the memories of far-off days for being keen to have the character that i've wanted.

i've wanted to stop and take a rest for ages, however, i think i dont need the "stop"; what i need is to move on.

the focus need to be release and the concentration on myself is an urgent need.