PiAnfuL rEposE

That seems like a site of battle, a battle against myself.
I am totally lost. There's a huge panic within. I did burst into bitter tears. Why? That's really a torture of night. Again, I hate to need to sleep. Each time I went to bed, what flashed in my mind is the fear of sleep. Maybe several hours pass by, I can't fall to sleep throughout, or sleep just very superficially. Who never experienced will not ever realize. Of course, they needn't comprehend that after all. Guys who suffer insomnia ought to expect none but self.
Now, I am undergoing the insomnious period.
Frankylt it is quite tough much beyond your expectation.