20111226

HAtE

吞下



眼盲



我練習看不見會讓我疼痛的光亮





我還要練習多久

我還要練習多久



我還要練習多久


reFUSed

我只是單純的



想要

20111214

回家

這天


我可以跟你這樣講話

很開心

有一種肆無忌憚

放縱的揮霍最不雅觀的缺點



你說

因為是家人

也許是吧

也許不是吧



只是

突然可以相信

有一種十年黏

鬆脫

卻又繫著

CunnINg

Suddenly i think of the tough time in the past


the feeling when they responded me was chilling

that was a shadow

i am not sure if it is still

i remembered i put my face down between my knees to feel the pain with tears

i heard nothing but confusions





what's about now?


20111212

soMEthING

nothing more

nothing left

nothing before 

nothing pass

nothing smile

nothing pain

nothing once again 

nothing die away

20111211

drEAM

踏進去


就會離開

20111205

fiNAL oRAl exAM

I would like to share a wonderful travel experience.

I have been skydiving during my trip in New Zealand.

We booked Skydive Lake Wanaka in advance, which was found highly recommended on the internet.
Skydiving was one of the most important plans in our itinerary, so we planned to stay at Wanaka, the place we would go skydiving, for 3 nights in case it would rain.

First day, it was cloudy.
the second day, it was still cloudy.
We started to worry that what if we couldn't go skydiving tomorrow.
Next day, we were so excited because there was almost no cloud but only sunshine.
we rushed to Skydive Lake Wanaka, read the papers, signed the agreements, changed the clothes, and waited for the first group of people back from the sky.
Very soon, we got on the air plane, flu in the blue sky, but we were sent back to the ground in 10 minutes.
"what happened?" we were so confused when we were asked to get off the air plane.
"it became cloudy and even icy." I was told by my skydiving instructor.
My friend and I were really disappointed and upset. "We even flu in the sky!"
The only thing we could do was to change tomorrow's plan, book an extra night for our hostel, and pray.

Very luckily, the weather next morning was perfect.
The air plane took us to a height of 15,000 feet height.
I was tight to my instructor, Alex, and totally pushed out by his body from the gate of the air plane.
To be honest, I didn't have time to feel the fear or excitement when I sat on the edge of the gate.
But the feeling of the sudden fall was the most exciting experience I'd ever had.
The speed of free falling was amazingly fast that I could hardly breathe and my ears hurt because of the pressure.
I even thought that I probably would faint.
Suddenly, the parachute was opened and I was so glad that I could breathe once again!
My instructor manipulated the chute so well that I could overlook the spectacular scenery from various
directions.
I felt so happy that i couldn't help but laughing when i was being hung in the air.
At that time, I realized why some people love flying so much.

Skydiving is definitely one of the greatest activities one should experience.
We were fortunate enough that we didn't miss it.
if you are going to give it a shot, here are some advice:
firstly, plan more days or flexible plans around. because it highly depends on the weather condition. you might be forced to rearrange your plan.
secondly, book on-line. they usually give discount on the internet. Skydiving is never cheap.
And then, prepare yourself in good health condition. The variation of pressure and speed brought from Free fall will make you uncomfortable.
finally, the second jump is cheaper! don't miss it!












20111204

thE SHOw




I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go, can’t do it alone I’ve tried
And I don’t know why
Slow it down, make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
‘Cause it’s too much, yeah, it’s a lot
To be something I’m not
I’m a fool out of love
‘Cause I just can’t get enough

I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go, can’t do it alone I’ve tried
And I don’t know why I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I’m so scared but I don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
It’s bringing me down I know
I’ve got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the signs
And synchronize in time
It’s a joke, nobody knows
They’ve got a ticket to that show

Yeah ~ I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go, can’t do it alone I’ve tried
And I don’t know why

I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I’m so scared but I don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
It’s bringing me down I know
I’ve got to let it go
And just enjoy the show-ow-ow-ow oh
Just enjoy the show-ow-ow oh oh oh

I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go, can’t do it alone I’ve tried
And I don’t know why

I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I’m so scared but I don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
It’s bringing me down I know
I’ve got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Dum de dum
Dudum de dum
Just enjoy the show
Dudum de dum
Dudum de dum
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

20111130

dEtacGMEnt

there must be an immune system 


going down and down and down and then just stop

and calmness follows all of that

at least...

this morning is going this way



or just like the article i read 

the mind, or yourself, protects you from the unhappiness or pains



20111128

toRn

那條長長的尾巴


只想用黑色的刺

裝飾

20111127

stINKy

突然很懷念那面白色


空空盪盪

其實我也只是想要空空盪盪吧




回家

框啷的開了鎖

順手的鑰匙放在左手邊的書架

右腳又不小心砰的一聲關門

嘀咕著怎麼又忘記要小聲關門

一片白白的房間

冷清

開了電腦

換套自由的衣服

拉開落地窗換換氣

腦袋可能想著什麼

不重要



我想我需要一片山

和一片海

我只是很討厭黏膩的空氣

汙濁




窒息



unPUTdoWnABLe

好累



卻偏偏不是身體累

好想睡




20111120

hOLLow

虛浮的都不如最真實的

似乎

自己需要改變

20111114

DEspERAte


feeling really exhausted

looks locked, every door

no way out

its so hot inside, extremely high temperature

smokes striking me

feeling so desperate to seek fresh air to breathe



cold, so cold.



20111101

voCabuLARY


vocabulary:
  • homebody [C] (=stay-at-home)
    He is a stay-at-home.
  • outstrip
    When demands outstrip supplies, prices will get higher.
  • Portuguese
  • cuff [C]
  • versatile (=multifunction)
    A jacket is a versatile garment that you should have bought one.
  • proofread, proofread, proofread
    Please proofread your own article before you hand in it.
  • jargon [U]
  • delegate
    delegates have voted in favour of the motion.
    you were delegated to represent your team in this meeting.
  • brevity [U]
    his essays are models of clarity and brevity.
  • auditory [adj.]
  • stale 
  • lucrative
  • mundane
  • entrepreneur [C]
    he was one of entrepreneurs who made their money in property.
  • hieroglyph [C]
  • ample
    you have ample opportunities to ask questions after the talk.
  • illusion [C]
    you can create illusion of space by various mirrors.
  • faucet [C] american english. / tap [C] british english
idiom:
  • off the cuff
  • off the top of one's head
  • be no good at

20111027

thE hOWLinG


We've been seeing what you wanted got us cornered right now
Fallen asleep from our vanity might cost us our lives
I hear they're getting closer
Their howls are sending chills down my spine
And time is running out now
They're coming down the hills from behind

When we start killing
It's all coming down right now
From the nightmare we've created
I want to be awakened somehow

When we start killing

It all will be falling down
From the Hell that we're in
All we are is fading away
When we start killing

We've been searching all night long but there's no trace to be found
It's like they all have just vanished but I know they're around
I feel they're getting closer
Their howls are sending chills down my spine
And time is running out now
They're coming down the hills from behind

When we start killing
It's all coming down right now
From the nightmare we've created
I want to be awakened somehow

When we start killing 

It all will be falling down
From the Hell that we're in
All we are is fading away
When we start killing    

When we start killing

I feel they're getting closer
Their howls are sending chills down my spine
And time is running out now
They're coming down the hills from behind

The sun is rising
The screams have gone
Too many have fallen
Few still stand tall
Is this the ending of what we've begun?
Will we remember what we've done wrong?

When we start killing
It's all coming down right now
From the nightmare we've created
I want to be awakened somehow

When we start killing 

It all will be falling down
From the Hell that we're in
All we are is fading away
When we start killing
When we start killing
When we start killing






20111025

CRossOVEr

慢慢的過河

踩著踩著

閉氣

冰冷淹沒了沒有內容的頭頂

無聲無息

我只聽到溪水潺潺

和停止的心跳聲

踩著踩著

這條路上

只有你

20111019

CurseD

Damn...I really hate this kind of moment.

If everything is designed, what for?

20111017

nEws EngliSH


my writing assignment 3 talks about a social issue in Taiwan. i chose the topic about ageing population. There are some good sentences i got from internet when i was doing my writing. now i think news English is really worth learning.


"Taiwan's fertility rate - the average number of children women have - dropped to 0.9 in 2010, down from 1.03 in 2009."

"That gives Taiwan the lowest fertility rate in the world."

"Wages here are considered low compared to the cost of childcare and property prices."

"If Taiwan continues this track the population would experience a future labour shortage and that the next generation of children would have siginificant difficulty covering the health costs of their ageing parents."

"According to the Swiss-based international Institute of Management Development, Taiwaneses work some of the longest hours in the world, averaging nearly 44 hours a week, and Taiwan's women are very career-oriented."

20111016

StAIRs

一把尺在問

有多害怕失敗

有多不願接受弱點

有多怯懦挑戰

有多羞於暴露自己努力爭取想要卻未償的寞落



又一支筆在繪

那振翅的高度

那藍天

那亦步亦趨的踏實

和進步


how far away?