20110123

bloOd

是啊 你這樣子提問著

那也許真的是我們家莫名的不坦白吧

其實我樂於也坦然在這樣的模式

應該說

換了

我就有點不知所措吧

他總是有我覺得不可思議的地方

我想也希望

能懂我這麼吵吵鬧鬧的方式

這樣 一切就都很好

但是

不管怎樣 只要我還認同著這樣的牽連

我就會無止盡的支援

20110121

haPPy FeW

i saw a movie tonight, Happy Few. i think it's a story of love, sex and emotions that involved in different relationship between two couples.

first, i think the promotion should not focus on the scenes of sex. the way that the director used was really natural and didn't make me feel uncomfortable at all.

secondly, i love one revealed value which is embedded in the characters that being honest to each other is very important. i know that's not easy, especially when you did something so wrong that it would hurt the feelings between each other. one possibly says that the two couples must deeply love each other that they can tolerate it. but i am not so sure about this point of view.

third is feeling natural and comfortable to human body. in fact, i think most french movie i saw brought me the same feelings. i like that and wish i could go there.

except the camera was too unstable to my eyes, i quite appreciate the way that director used to describe the story. there does not seem to many values or judgement melted in the screen. Contrastively, this movie bring you just a story. you will think and probably make your own thoughts about various questions that the story has prompted you.

DANdiLioN

可以突然讓我輕輕的忘記

好嗎

你定定的望著我問

但視線穿透了所有


伸手

摸著天際

也許可以閉著眼聆聽

飛散猶如這個世界

20110120

i'm yOURs




Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Scooch closer dear
and i will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
My breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what i be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
this is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find the sky is yours
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
A lá one big family (2nd time: A lá happy family; 3rd time: A lá peaceful melody)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No please, don't complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No please, don't hesitate
no more, no more
It cannot wait
The sky is yours!

20110113

wORds

背  拉起一樣疼痛的距離

劃開

挑起

不知道為什麼
每次都會有相同的錯覺


行走之間
想起

然後提筆之際
忘記





我想起來了

每個時期的文筆
風格
思緒
原點


都很不一樣
最近比較少粗暴的畫面
撕裂這種詞彙
慢慢隱匿在約束的背面

pARt oF NATUrE

沉靜的表面 


包裝兩種溫度的共存


靜默的熱情
冷靜般衝動

越是無可自拔的欣賞上演在世界各角落的把戲

你無可跳脫



或是  你可以辯論著該不該違逆這樣的自然而然
如果  那是自然而然
的話

20110112

poST ROck

一種簡單的浪漫

就是陷落在沉柔的音樂中



沒有世界的問題
阻斷了一切的思考

那時候
我只想我

20110108

iF oNLY

if we only saw each other in personality....
there would be no differences of genders, races, religions, physical capabilities between human beings.

the disputes of them might disappear.
people won't spend their time on arguing the issue of homosexuality. people will like and admire persons with the personalities that they appreciate. everything might become simple. one can directly present the feelings to each other without scruples. the regrets caused by the nonsense are gone.
the discord of male and female will have been stopped.  instead of judging a person by the gender, people are getting to know other people by the personalities. the stereotypes of man and women are gone.
there are no tags of religions, races, colours, nations, and etc. people can have relationship with each other without the conditions and limitations brought from the old school values. maybe i am wrong but i do think that those limitation or, say in a polite way, suggestions, sound like the cliche to those teenagers that parents or teachers in school don't want their kids to have relationship too early. although it comes from a good consideration, it's not always being considered as a correct iron law.

if only we could see each other only in personality.

20101231

rEcALL

突然
想起某一年的這時候

我們就隨性的約著

買了高粱
在路邊就不小心倒數了
不過   一點都不打緊

我們開心的回到你小小的落腳處
我不覺得不安
我被信賴與開心環繞

那是

深植的回憶




離開的你
雖然已經兩年過了
依舊還是很難想像    你
的精神
的人
蒸發


慶             即使我是在對自己說

新年快樂
我們很久沒有一起喝了      這個時節     想念你     我的酒友

20101230

eXcEL

if i am capable of both jobs, what do i want?
which one do i excel?

one thought quickly flashed in my mind is i think i do enjoy learning as long as i am IN. does it mean that i should choose the life which enables me to learn and grow successively? i need to distinguish different categories of learning. there must be some are im interested in and some are not.

i've haunted by the noise within recently. one way to get rid of it i thought about is to release the focus and to concentrate on myself. it's an ordinary solution used in several months ago. i will give it a shot even if i am not so sure that if it's good.

20101229

aiR

聽不到

可以陪我嗎?

cALm

只期待平靜的一片

那抹去了歡愉

抹去不開心






到頭追求的

像是那片遠望的海面

沒有起伏的世界

沒有思想

沒有聆聽



回到最安靜的那一片




那是全有全無的條件

不想折角

終是疲於頻繁進出的遊樂園

20101228

sILENce

這也是一種喧囂的孤獨

存在著現實的意義



熱絡的溫暖在淺淺的表面

我想看的

是實心的樣貌



我想碰觸的

是深處的質感

20101225

read


fancy reading some tough and deep

but fall

without love

giVE

聽完了貼近自己的故事


讓我不禁思索

當在想著如何關心和給予遙遠的缺乏與需求時

我給足了身邊的人了嗎

20101223

stILL

集合一點點的爛漫


我踏上暫時的旅程

放下心

在那邊靜靜的聆聽



沉靜和安定

20101221

atTRacTIoN

想要更好的心情


沒有變

stAY cloSE

果然還是偏好帶有原則的調和

說不上的距離與牽引



我想像著一片寬闊海岸

閉著眼

與海聲互相靜靜的陪伴

20101217

HolY nIGHt

那些

有點太過耀眼

裡面外面兩種溫度

劇烈的震盪
終是沉沉的兩行淚


頂著閃閃隔熱板
我只是離開碰觸的那一塊

20101216

bLOg

打開一看

糟糕

這會慢慢的被吸引的