eXcEL

if i am capable of both jobs, what do i want?
which one do i excel?

one thought quickly flashed in my mind is i think i do enjoy learning as long as i am IN. does it mean that i should choose the life which enables me to learn and grow successively? i need to distinguish different categories of learning. there must be some are im interested in and some are not.

i've haunted by the noise within recently. one way to get rid of it i thought about is to release the focus and to concentrate on myself. it's an ordinary solution used in several months ago. i will give it a shot even if i am not so sure that if it's good.