Again!!!
I'm falling the periodic trap of insomnia.
不需要後悔，就是因為經歷過才會這般感受；
如果拿這份因為過去而得的感受去懊悔過去，實在是太浪費了。
一切都會沒事的。
這一句話陪伴我好久啊！
這個世界上沒有偶然，有的只是必然。
雖然這個說法武斷了點，但是我喜歡。
這是決定論(determinism)與隨機(stochastics)的混合吧！
細水長流。
就朝著想去的地方，去吧！
失眠怎麼就會冒出一堆激勵自己的話啊~真是！
那就繼續激勵下去吧~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~^+++^
after spending three and half hours, I finally finish the challenge, how to draw a 3-dimensional space. I picked a picture from the internet and tried hard to imitate it; imitating is my typical learning method. I wish that one day I can draw whatever I wanna draw.
健康漸漸的走下坡了
慢慢的感覺到抵抗力變差
沒有運動
沒有正常睡眠
沒有良好的飲食
讓我開示明顯感覺自己越來越虛弱了
健康是一輩子的
在還能讓我好好保養它的時候
我會努力的
不一定要變胖
只要好好的 一切都好好的 就好囉
有時候自己也很孩子氣
明知道別人的心情
卻還是會想去挫別人的嘴硬
其實別人是別人
應該要是無所謂的
當然
好朋友就又不在話下了
一步一步的走著我二十好幾的路途
我謹記著很多話語及提醒
而我最不想忘記的
就是告訴自己去過真正想過的人生
成為自己真正想成為的人
考完試到現在也好一陣子了
我也很盡力的玩了一陣子
直到今天早上醒來
我才算是清醒的面對我的工作之途
很多事情累積著
也急著要我去面對、思考與決定
它們交織著我的喜好、性格、能力、時間、空間、想像......
一時之間
繽紛而紊亂
有人感慨
人長大了就要負起能做決定的責任
小時後的我期盼能自己做主
稍長之後的我嫌作決定麻煩
現在的我享受抉擇與負責的挑戰
很好
這下我可有得享受了
Last two days I was going to my big cousin's wedding. The most amazing scene was the settings on the corridor which leads to the wedding feast hall in the such luxurious hotel. It seemed a union of two different circles, the education and finance. My cousin's family, also my aunt and uncle, are both principals. The whole family devote their selves to education, including my cousin, a chief of certain department in an university. As to the bride, she's a finance and economics experienced journalist. I rather like her because of her kindness and vividness. She is good at sociality.
No matter how the wedding was and what the background of bride and groom is, I sent my best greetings to them.At least they are my relatives now.
That's an image one day I met on the way back from the library.
Now, I've already stolen a little of leisure under the pressure of my final.
考試週總是要有個平靜的好心情
愛上鋪著奶泡的咖啡
讓我開始想要個咖啡機了
當然還要可以打奶泡
這就像一直很想養隻貓
卻太清楚自己的懶惰
所以總成了嘴巴說說的口號
不過如果我真的單身到老
我一定會養隻貓咪在我11坪大的房子裡
走來走去
Why should you leave me behind?
The seasons went by
with my fading life
I am waiting
for the reason you left me here
I am longing
for setting me free
正當大家勤奮的相互祝福的時候
When wishes are everywhere
我總是帶有一些迷惑
I'm always a little bit confused;
只是1月1號，不是嗎？
it's just January 1st, isn't it?
喔~對了！還有個名堂
Oh, sure! People calls it
元旦
New year's day.
再認真想一下
Recall what else...
好像也是爸媽的結婚紀念日
It seems the anniversary of my parents.
總之
Anyway,
藉口來個塗鴉好像無傷大雅
it doesn't matter to have a new year daub.
Il y a un rendez-vous à onze heures et trente au parc entre Anaïs et Valentin. Il est onze heurse et quarante mais Anaïs ne trouve pas son ami, Valentin. Aprés dix minutes, on enfin arrive.
Valentin : Désolée, je suis trés occupée en raison de mon travail.
Anaïs : Tu es en retard, comme d’habitude. Alors j’ai faim. Où est-ce que vous proposez de prendre le d’ejeuner?
Valentin : Je sais un bon restautant mais ce n’est pas tout prés. Ou tu veux choose un restaurant prés si tu es beaucoup faim.
Anaïs : Nous prenons un taxi pour le bon restaurant loin.
Valentin : D’accord.
That's my first homework of French class in the university. Today I found it in my computer by accident and that could be a significant remembrance since I think I'd spent lots of time writing it again now. The time I learned French was really pleasant, and I deeply expect myself to study, enjoy, and appreciate it.
低迷的心情在飛快的步伐下宣洩
沒有被察覺
沒有受安慰
突然
遇見了推著老公公的老婆婆
非常的緩慢緩慢......緩慢的滾動著一絲絲的輪椅圓周長
時間好像在空間中有個破洞
就那一塊
我們像是他們看到的快轉錄影帶
當年輕的時候
我們走得極快 根本就是能快就快
當年老的時候
我們過得緩慢 甚至只是在一張床一把椅上停滯 等待
當我與那凹下去的時間漸行漸遠
我也放慢了
行 的速度
Armies have conquered
And fallen in the end
Kingdoms have risen
Then buried by sand
The Earth is our mother
She gives and she takes
She puts us to sleep
In her light we'll awake
We'll all be forgotten
There's no endless fame
But everything we do
It's never in vain
We're part of a story, part of a tale
We're all on this journey
No one's to stay
Where ever it's going
What is the way?
Forests and deserts
Rivers, blue seas
Mountains and valleys
Nothing here stays
While we think we witness
We're part of the scene
This never-ending story
Where will it lead to?
The earth is our mother
She gives and she takes
But she's also a part
A part of the tale
We're part of a story, part of a tale
We're all on this journey
No one is to stay
Where is it going
What is the way?
We're part of a story, part of a tale
Sometimes beautiful and sometimes insane
No one remembers how it began.
For almost 3 hours, the piece finally has been done. Recently I had no desire for painting anything. Until this afternoon, I guess, the sickness of reading paper pushed me to do something else and I decided to painting. No matter how the work is, the blog can be updated, at last.
Many things happened.
Many vexations emerged.
The questions I should ask myself are just those the scientists should question, the what, how, and, most important one, why.
遇見星星的日子
是多麼的美好
你們這些大地之石怎地無法想像
遇見星星的日子
是多麼的引人遐想
這正是暗夜中滿地螢火蟲企盼的對象
我遇見了星星好一陣子
現在滿胸的激情衝動
只受著一層薄薄的外殼阻擋
似要炸開
似要崩盤
似要潰堤
似要化成永無止境的想法
滿溢
遇見星星的日子
讓我痛苦不堪
以為它太過遙遠
沒有時空關愛自己
卻不時發現他偶爾偶爾的
貼近心情
然而據此以為心心相印
彼此在天在地依然互相牽引
但猛地發現
原來它和潺潺溪水、暗夜森林、堅厚磐石、遍地之靈
皆是一樣的距離
遇見星星
是若即若離、似瞬間而永恆的心情
Try to combine the blog in the MSN SPACE with the one here. In order to be more convenient, all the articles are labeled and going to be labeled. Tagging all my writings is helpful if I'd like to write something in Chinese, the language I'm more familiar with. I'm interested in drawing but more in writing since that is the easier way to vent my emotions with higher accuracy to me. Sometimes, I can write down what emerges from my mind even if that is a clear image, which right reveals my variable mood. As time goes by, I find that pictures at heart are really expressive, and also explain the words I wrote. Every drop of the life inspires the ripple of my thought. That's what I'd write.
