20110306

riVERsidE

im stopping myself.





Down by the river by the boats
Where everybody goes to be alone
Where you wont see any rising sun
Down to the river we will run

When by the water we drink to the dregs
Look at the stones on the river bed
I can tell from your eyes
You've never been by the riverside

Down by the water the riverbed
Somebody calls you somebody says
swim with the current and float away
Down by the river everyday

Oh my God I see how everything is torn in the river deep
And I don't know why I go the way
Down by the riverside

When that old river runs pass your eyes
To wash off the dirt on the riverside
Go to the water so very near
The river will be your eyes and ears

I walk to the borders on my own
To fall in the water just like a stone
Chilled to the marrow in them bones
Why do I go here all alone

Oh my God I see how everything is torn in the river deep
And I don't know why I go the way
Down by the riverside

20110305

BAD

it's not good. it's bad......
it's not good. it's bad.it's not good. it's bad......
it's not good. it's bad.it's not good. it's bad.it's not good. it's bad........

when she shouted at me i felt like been tearing apart.

i can't help but recall the breath i took, the speed of heart beat i felt and the frozen hands that caused by the angry.





i don't know.

am i able to control my feelings so well?



stop it...

20110304

poURing

這種毒

不能無理擴散

我該乖

20110301

NIght

你說

還不能死

因為有些愛你的人會難過

還不能表達脆弱

因為他們也許還不知道從何下手

還不能痛

因為還有更多荊棘要走

還不能回頭

因為水深還不及咽喉

還不能.......鬆脫

rEPlay

聽著浮誇

不小心被帶入那次遙遠的海邊

歌聲

海浪

海風

承諾的不承諾

赤足

牽手的影子




啊~好遙遠呀

那是

依舊連著著現在的時間盒子





我只是暫時的沉醉

無傷大雅的replay

20110227

ToXic

慢性服毒嗎




看著秒針找著下一個羅馬數字

我只知道

毒會越中越深

20110225

CLiché

被切割成很多面

但每一面都不像鑽石班閃亮



記憶斷斷續續的

接不起來 也忘卻不掉

像拼圖




我一片也不能丟掉

少了

就好像強迫症般的以為那不再是我了



默默的看著人與自然

自負的想

不過都是區區的兒時把戲

霸了

20110223

BLack

最近容易出現黑色

旋風而沉默



厭倦這樣的歡笑與開朗

20110221

12 O'cLOck


is that ... a dream ... ?

sudDEN

a sudden sad appears.

does it caused by music or something else?




pains can't go away. sorrows haunt like forever.
dreams are never determined.
smiles won't last tomorrow.

that's why you just stand out there and stare at me.....

20110220

l'arBRe

i saw a movie called "the tree" on last friday night.

it's a french movie that had been filmed in Australia. it talked about that a happy family in a country of australia lost their father suddenly. each member of the family had his/her own way to face the grief during the hard time. the 8-year-old daughter, simone, believed that his father was turned into the big tree that their house nestled snugly.

i like this film in many aspects. the scenes and the music are pretty good. the way to describe the story that the director used amazed me. she made the plain story interesting, profound and attractive. the rhythm of the film varied, but, of course, not as hollywood movies.

20110217

whEre WOuLD We bE

let me recap the learning material of my english class this week.

article recap:
in 1938, there was a radio play about a series of news bulletins of alien attack in usa. the radio listeners were convinced that the martians were invading usa and fled their homes. when they found the radio play didn't report the real news, they were trying to sue the radio station. however, the director of the radio programme was able to avoid the lengthy court case because he had told that the broadcast was not true at the beginning of the programme. amazingly, the same story happened in 1944 when the play was broadcast in chile. the governor of the city even sent troops into the streets. fortunately, they didn't need to fight an army of martian invaders.

grammar summary:
would have + p.p. => to image something in the past that didn't happen
could have + p.p. => to say something was possible in the past, but didn't happen
should have + p.p. => to criticise people's behaviour in the past
needn't have + p.p. => to talk about things that people did in the past but that werent necessary


practice:
what would you have done?
if i had been you, i would have done the same thing.
i could have stayed longer but i would have missed the last bus.
you shouldn't have told because she's really upset.
you needn't have bought all this milk. we've got lots in the fridge.
i should have gone to this restaurant instead of that one.

20110215

18 GrAMmYs

"The performance started with a group rendition of "Natural Woman" followed by each artist performing an array of Aretha's greatest hits. Watch the entire performance below and be sure to catch Christina's solo!! "

uNsAtisFIEd

隨意翻了一下

果然是越來越不滿意

這禮拜空下來吧

20110214

diSTancE

吞下時間的距離

我惶恐不已




牽起你

在目光所及的星盤下

我會守護著

我們

20110209

eNgliSH clasS

i really like my english class. Mark is awesome. so now let me review today's learning.

notes:
-annoy = bug
-stare (at) = look at for a long time
-trendy = fashionable
-deduce (v.)
deduction (n.)
-rickshaw = bicycle taxi
-restore = have things fixed and re-sold
-popped into (british english) = going into
-each to their own. (one has his/her own hobby or habit, 各有癖好)
-invade (v.)
invasion (n.) = (more than go into. often used in war or army)
the soldier invaded another country.
hackers invade the website.
celebrities are sick of the invasion of privacy.
-flee (v.) fled (past tense v.)(not flea (n.))
= run away
-troops = groups of soldiers
-hostage = person is kept by kidnapper.
-public outcry = complaining by many people
-meteor (small rock from outspace)
meteorite (bigger rock from outspace)

20110205

soRRY

if we could get together,

there must be million ways to shield you.

gothic_girls18.jpg


i just love this photo very much.

whAT haVE yoU SEen

淺淺模糊的欲望

顛倒是非的距離

所有的理性堅固的構築成幻想的支架




不會逾舉

不受質疑

自然的時間攻擊

羅馬的轉盤

能否

把我丟到那最深沉的縫隙裡

20110123

bloOd

是啊 你這樣子提問著

那也許真的是我們家莫名的不坦白吧

其實我樂於也坦然在這樣的模式

應該說

換了

我就有點不知所措吧

他總是有我覺得不可思議的地方

我想也希望

能懂我這麼吵吵鬧鬧的方式

這樣 一切就都很好

但是

不管怎樣 只要我還認同著這樣的牽連

我就會無止盡的支援

20110121

haPPy FeW

i saw a movie tonight, Happy Few. i think it's a story of love, sex and emotions that involved in different relationship between two couples.

first, i think the promotion should not focus on the scenes of sex. the way that the director used was really natural and didn't make me feel uncomfortable at all.

secondly, i love one revealed value which is embedded in the characters that being honest to each other is very important. i know that's not easy, especially when you did something so wrong that it would hurt the feelings between each other. one possibly says that the two couples must deeply love each other that they can tolerate it. but i am not so sure about this point of view.

third is feeling natural and comfortable to human body. in fact, i think most french movie i saw brought me the same feelings. i like that and wish i could go there.

except the camera was too unstable to my eyes, i quite appreciate the way that director used to describe the story. there does not seem to many values or judgement melted in the screen. Contrastively, this movie bring you just a story. you will think and probably make your own thoughts about various questions that the story has prompted you.