20110225

CLiché

被切割成很多面

但每一面都不像鑽石班閃亮



記憶斷斷續續的

接不起來 也忘卻不掉

像拼圖




我一片也不能丟掉

少了

就好像強迫症般的以為那不再是我了



默默的看著人與自然

自負的想

不過都是區區的兒時把戲

霸了

20110223

BLack

最近容易出現黑色

旋風而沉默



厭倦這樣的歡笑與開朗

20110221

12 O'cLOck


is that ... a dream ... ?

sudDEN

a sudden sad appears.

does it caused by music or something else?




pains can't go away. sorrows haunt like forever.
dreams are never determined.
smiles won't last tomorrow.

that's why you just stand out there and stare at me.....

20110220

l'arBRe

i saw a movie called "the tree" on last friday night.

it's a french movie that had been filmed in Australia. it talked about that a happy family in a country of australia lost their father suddenly. each member of the family had his/her own way to face the grief during the hard time. the 8-year-old daughter, simone, believed that his father was turned into the big tree that their house nestled snugly.

i like this film in many aspects. the scenes and the music are pretty good. the way to describe the story that the director used amazed me. she made the plain story interesting, profound and attractive. the rhythm of the film varied, but, of course, not as hollywood movies.

20110217

whEre WOuLD We bE

let me recap the learning material of my english class this week.

article recap:
in 1938, there was a radio play about a series of news bulletins of alien attack in usa. the radio listeners were convinced that the martians were invading usa and fled their homes. when they found the radio play didn't report the real news, they were trying to sue the radio station. however, the director of the radio programme was able to avoid the lengthy court case because he had told that the broadcast was not true at the beginning of the programme. amazingly, the same story happened in 1944 when the play was broadcast in chile. the governor of the city even sent troops into the streets. fortunately, they didn't need to fight an army of martian invaders.

grammar summary:
would have + p.p. => to image something in the past that didn't happen
could have + p.p. => to say something was possible in the past, but didn't happen
should have + p.p. => to criticise people's behaviour in the past
needn't have + p.p. => to talk about things that people did in the past but that werent necessary


practice:
what would you have done?
if i had been you, i would have done the same thing.
i could have stayed longer but i would have missed the last bus.
you shouldn't have told because she's really upset.
you needn't have bought all this milk. we've got lots in the fridge.
i should have gone to this restaurant instead of that one.

20110215

18 GrAMmYs

"The performance started with a group rendition of "Natural Woman" followed by each artist performing an array of Aretha's greatest hits. Watch the entire performance below and be sure to catch Christina's solo!! "

uNsAtisFIEd

隨意翻了一下

果然是越來越不滿意

這禮拜空下來吧

20110214

diSTancE

吞下時間的距離

我惶恐不已




牽起你

在目光所及的星盤下

我會守護著

我們

20110209

eNgliSH clasS

i really like my english class. Mark is awesome. so now let me review today's learning.

notes:
-annoy = bug
-stare (at) = look at for a long time
-trendy = fashionable
-deduce (v.)
deduction (n.)
-rickshaw = bicycle taxi
-restore = have things fixed and re-sold
-popped into (british english) = going into
-each to their own. (one has his/her own hobby or habit, 各有癖好)
-invade (v.)
invasion (n.) = (more than go into. often used in war or army)
the soldier invaded another country.
hackers invade the website.
celebrities are sick of the invasion of privacy.
-flee (v.) fled (past tense v.)(not flea (n.))
= run away
-troops = groups of soldiers
-hostage = person is kept by kidnapper.
-public outcry = complaining by many people
-meteor (small rock from outspace)
meteorite (bigger rock from outspace)

20110205

soRRY

if we could get together,

there must be million ways to shield you.

gothic_girls18.jpg


i just love this photo very much.

whAT haVE yoU SEen

淺淺模糊的欲望

顛倒是非的距離

所有的理性堅固的構築成幻想的支架




不會逾舉

不受質疑

自然的時間攻擊

羅馬的轉盤

能否

把我丟到那最深沉的縫隙裡

20110123

bloOd

是啊 你這樣子提問著

那也許真的是我們家莫名的不坦白吧

其實我樂於也坦然在這樣的模式

應該說

換了

我就有點不知所措吧

他總是有我覺得不可思議的地方

我想也希望

能懂我這麼吵吵鬧鬧的方式

這樣 一切就都很好

但是

不管怎樣 只要我還認同著這樣的牽連

我就會無止盡的支援

20110121

haPPy FeW

i saw a movie tonight, Happy Few. i think it's a story of love, sex and emotions that involved in different relationship between two couples.

first, i think the promotion should not focus on the scenes of sex. the way that the director used was really natural and didn't make me feel uncomfortable at all.

secondly, i love one revealed value which is embedded in the characters that being honest to each other is very important. i know that's not easy, especially when you did something so wrong that it would hurt the feelings between each other. one possibly says that the two couples must deeply love each other that they can tolerate it. but i am not so sure about this point of view.

third is feeling natural and comfortable to human body. in fact, i think most french movie i saw brought me the same feelings. i like that and wish i could go there.

except the camera was too unstable to my eyes, i quite appreciate the way that director used to describe the story. there does not seem to many values or judgement melted in the screen. Contrastively, this movie bring you just a story. you will think and probably make your own thoughts about various questions that the story has prompted you.

DANdiLioN

可以突然讓我輕輕的忘記

好嗎

你定定的望著我問

但視線穿透了所有


伸手

摸著天際

也許可以閉著眼聆聽

飛散猶如這個世界

20110120

i'm yOURs




Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Scooch closer dear
and i will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
My breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what i be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
this is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find the sky is yours
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
A lá one big family (2nd time: A lá happy family; 3rd time: A lá peaceful melody)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No please, don't complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No please, don't hesitate
no more, no more
It cannot wait
The sky is yours!

20110113

wORds

背  拉起一樣疼痛的距離

劃開

挑起

不知道為什麼
每次都會有相同的錯覺


行走之間
想起

然後提筆之際
忘記





我想起來了

每個時期的文筆
風格
思緒
原點


都很不一樣
最近比較少粗暴的畫面
撕裂這種詞彙
慢慢隱匿在約束的背面

pARt oF NATUrE

沉靜的表面 


包裝兩種溫度的共存


靜默的熱情
冷靜般衝動

越是無可自拔的欣賞上演在世界各角落的把戲

你無可跳脫



或是  你可以辯論著該不該違逆這樣的自然而然
如果  那是自然而然
的話

20110112

poST ROck

一種簡單的浪漫

就是陷落在沉柔的音樂中



沒有世界的問題
阻斷了一切的思考

那時候
我只想我

20110108

iF oNLY

if we only saw each other in personality....
there would be no differences of genders, races, religions, physical capabilities between human beings.

the disputes of them might disappear.
people won't spend their time on arguing the issue of homosexuality. people will like and admire persons with the personalities that they appreciate. everything might become simple. one can directly present the feelings to each other without scruples. the regrets caused by the nonsense are gone.
the discord of male and female will have been stopped.  instead of judging a person by the gender, people are getting to know other people by the personalities. the stereotypes of man and women are gone.
there are no tags of religions, races, colours, nations, and etc. people can have relationship with each other without the conditions and limitations brought from the old school values. maybe i am wrong but i do think that those limitation or, say in a polite way, suggestions, sound like the cliche to those teenagers that parents or teachers in school don't want their kids to have relationship too early. although it comes from a good consideration, it's not always being considered as a correct iron law.

if only we could see each other only in personality.