i WaS wRong

this is all my fault. please let me out.

i am childish and i hate that.

ReAding And bETrAy

也許

靜靜的拿本書就好了.............

沒有期待

沒有干擾

沒有世界

沒有歡笑

沒有痛苦

其實

靜靜的拿本書看

陪我就好

leAVE

其實我自私的離開

已經被拋棄的遠遠地了..........

hAppy FacES

this wedding is good because they seem happy. if they have not had a fight for almost 6 years (from the day they met each other), i admit frankly that i do admire the relationship and so happy to know that it's still possible in reality. honestly, it is my first time that i am filled with all my best blessing to the bride and groom on the weddings of my friends. 

Wish both of you sincerely.

chAncE to PrACtice

This is the first time i get up so early on Sunday. I have a breakfast date with my friend who is going to work in Japan. I am always learning somethings from  different contact with my friends. 

This time i have learnt that i am not firm and stable enough. in fact, i am aware of that but i think i need to practice more to find out the balance between my heart and mind. It's somewhat hard to tell which based decision is truer since both of them are from myself. Some say that follow your heart anyways; some say look before you leap. I am convinced that both advices are true for making every decision and they should not conflict to each other.  Somehow, they do, in certain implicit aspects. 

No matter how you make the decision, we are all told to enjoy it because that is your choice rather than others. D'accord! However, i would like to have a little modification for this saying that one should take on his/her own choice including all the joys and pains. 

I think i am not strong enough in heart and mind. Strong is not to be without fears and tears. both are parts of nature and to be against nature should not count. Then, what is it? ....... One day, i might be able to figure out the definition of strong of my own. 

fRagiLE

能的話

可以都不要看到嗎

突然好想去美術館

安靜

空曠

清寧

time never stops

my world is too small to contain anything but the small, lucky, happy me...............

the speed of fallen dying is so fast.

deCoraTiON

if love can be transformed or decorated
if life cab be reset or pieced together
if sorrow can be transparent or mutated
if i can get rid of all of them...

meAgER

貧乏的曲調

幾近瘋狂的渴望

那唯一的曙光

想念

想念這時候你會怎麼告訴我

要長大

要堅強

要勇敢

要步步為營

要執著

隨著大雨

那離開的心情           更加

rUin

it's never easy at all.

i need to stand alone and



laugh at the vanity all day long

bE BrAVe

I think that we need to believe in ourselves more often and confirmedly, no matter how old we are.

I think i am interested in certain things and maybe i should have be more confident of myself and try to make decisions according to my interests, not my ability. We are always asking ourselves that "could we make it?", but "is that what we want?". We might not know how far we can go but we probably can know are we happy when doing something. I still believe that "interest leads every effort", and in the silent way we are going to be sort of good at certain things because of our interests, even though we are not aware of that.

The true bravery might be to be able to take failure.

sNOw

nAiVE

只是很想單單純純的

討厭複雜

只喜歡直爽

能用這樣的想法在世界上打滾嗎??

也許堅強 也許脆弱

也許叛逆 也許畏縮

長大之後開始學會幻想行旅

會害怕

會不安

會興奮

會期待

並且

必須更相信自己能承擔

moVE

常常
生命的感動
是從小小的地方開始吧...........

我是不是太好高騖遠了一些呢?!

tHis WorLd

after been through lots of things in my life, of course not all the happiness and tragedy in this world, I think that i'm getting to know myself.
I would love to experience different life. I would love to challenge myself. I am curious about human nature and would like to explore the deep thoughts within people, surely including myself. I am not a person with enough self-confidence. I do believe in "interest leads every effort" and actually i am a demonstration. I behave like that i would love to change, but i am not sure about this impression a little bit. I seem to know what i want in the really life, although I am always stopping and looking around.

No matter what the decisions i made, I believe that this world is broad enough to be explored.

caFé

several things happened to me recently.
I think it is time to write something down here. I believe that it's a way to push me thinking in my busy working life.
I also wish that i could have the chance just sitting in a café and figuring out what i really want.

DaTA mIninG

ForGiVEn

StoP

it seems bad.
I am confused a little bit.

One happy day reminded me the happy period of time in the past and the sadness as well.

thEy dOn'T kNOw

撿回一些時光的故事

就像痛痛的扎了針的摔落在過去的妄想與如今的現實

快樂與痛苦總是並肩而行

很堅強的自以為眼睛一眨

不聞不問不去思考

就逃脫的掉

就面對的了

但終究

腳走跛了

指磨破了

累到倒下來的那一天




就可以了

iM baCK

又回到屬於自己的世界

理性的知道自己的想望

自己的個性

自己的原則

自己的風格

這不是大圓和小角的故事

這是真實