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有些記憶不堪回首
如果硬說會影響現在和未來
會不會太過矯情做作
只是那時候我真的沒想多
因為那就是那時候的我
So here it is.
No hype, no gloss, no pretense.
Just me.
Stripped.
有些記憶不堪回首
如果硬說會影響現在和未來
會不會太過矯情做作
只是那時候我真的沒想多
因為那就是那時候的我
Posted by Chloé at 9/30/2010 05:18:00 pm 0 comments
Labels: Diary
i am not sure what i want indeed, neither work nor relationship, even my own life style.
everything now seems perfect, but actually i never use the word "perfect" at all.
i sort of envy my english teacher, Mark. he looks happy and enjoys his life, although i were not himself. No matter what, i am sure that i have wanted to become the persons who know their ways clearly. One may say that only understanding what they want and whom the are is not workable, because success is affected by many other things. yap. but the point is without the yearning for something important in your life, you're lost. no, not you, i've been pointing to myself.
i've been trying to make myself to be happy and feel satisfied in many ways. however, just like all the things happened in this world, the result seems not adequate to me. people might take me as a person with no thankful heart. yes, i think it's too true to be said.
do not take if you are not able to. im convinced that it's necessary to dig out myself, the truth of being happy, and the bravery within.
Posted by Chloé at 9/30/2010 05:02:00 pm 0 comments
Labels: Diary
[Empty Chairs at Empty Table]
There's a grief that can't be spoken
There's a pain goes on and on
Empty chairs at empty tables
Now my friends are dead and gone
Here they talked of revolution
Here it was they lit the flame
Here they sang about tomorrow
And tomorrow never came.
From the table in the corner
They could see a world reborn
And they rose with voices ringing
I can hear them now!
The very words that they had sung
Became their last communion
On the lowly barricade..
At dawn.
Oh my friends my friends forgive me.
[the ghosts of those who died on the barricade appear.]
That i live and you are gone
There's a grief that can't be spoken
There's a pain goes on and on
Phantom faces at the window
Phantom shadows on the floor
Empty chairs at empty tables
Where my friends will meet no more.
[the ghosts fade away.]
Oh my friends my friends don't ask me
What your sacrifice was for
Empty chairs at empty tables
Where my friends will sing no more...
Posted by Chloé at 9/26/2010 04:02:00 pm 0 comments
[Bring Him Home]
God on high
Hear my prayer
In my need
You have always been there
He is young
He's afraid
Let him rest
Heaven blessed.
Bring him home
Bring him home
Bring him home.
He's like the son i might have known
If god had granted me a son.
The summers die one by one
How soon they fly on and on
And i am old
And will be gone.
Bring him peace
Bring him joy
He is young
He is only a boy
You can take
You can give
Let him be
Let him live
If i die
Let me die
Let him live
Bring him home
Bring him home
Bring him home.
Posted by Chloé at 9/26/2010 03:01:00 pm 0 comments
i am still greedy and obstinate.
i have been so lost and vulnerable for one year.
i will be rehabilitated and find my centre.
Posted by Chloé at 9/26/2010 02:54:00 pm 0 comments
Labels: Diary
生命的樂趣
一點一點的吧
(已經把這裡搞的像是微網誌了)
Posted by Chloé at 9/22/2010 04:56:00 pm 0 comments
Labels: Diary
沒辦法
大家都很有夢想
大家心態都很正常
大家都知道要什麼和歸屬
也許就是那根刺
遲早
沒辦法
Posted by Chloé at 9/21/2010 07:26:00 pm 0 comments
Labels: Diary
我們的故事
好像開始過
好像結束過
好像依稀還存在
好像早已消逝許久
我們
一直都沒有辦法站的太近.....
Posted by Chloé at 9/17/2010 07:33:00 pm 1 comments
Labels: Diary
sometimes i just think of you.
it's dark, happy, polite and relax.
also, it's always full of passion to that you love to do.
where am i?
i am so far away ....
Posted by Chloé at 9/16/2010 05:32:00 pm 0 comments
Labels: Diary
Well I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What's wrong, whats wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
That's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go, to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you've left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
That's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go, to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's falling from grace.
She's all over the place!
Yeah!!
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
That's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go, to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
She's lost inside, lost inside.oh oh
She's lost inside, lost inside.oh oh
Ohhh...
Posted by Chloé at 9/09/2010 03:07:00 pm 0 comments
Labels: Vedio
If it is getting worse,
There must come out some new unknown ways.
No need to hide,
No need to be afraid.
Just like the same old same old to be free to make choicees,
to be brave to fight and fail,
to be naive to please and culture yourself
Lots of dreams and time and chances there.........
Posted by Chloé at 9/01/2010 06:10:00 pm 0 comments