hAppy FacES

this wedding is good because they seem happy. if they have not had a fight for almost 6 years (from the day they met each other), i admit frankly that i do admire the relationship and so happy to know that it's still possible in reality. honestly, it is my first time that i am filled with all my best blessing to the bride and groom on the weddings of my friends. 

Wish both of you sincerely.

chAncE to PrACtice

This is the first time i get up so early on Sunday. I have a breakfast date with my friend who is going to work in Japan. I am always learning somethings from  different contact with my friends. 

This time i have learnt that i am not firm and stable enough. in fact, i am aware of that but i think i need to practice more to find out the balance between my heart and mind. It's somewhat hard to tell which based decision is truer since both of them are from myself. Some say that follow your heart anyways; some say look before you leap. I am convinced that both advices are true for making every decision and they should not conflict to each other.  Somehow, they do, in certain implicit aspects. 

No matter how you make the decision, we are all told to enjoy it because that is your choice rather than others. D'accord! However, i would like to have a little modification for this saying that one should take on his/her own choice including all the joys and pains. 

I think i am not strong enough in heart and mind. Strong is not to be without fears and tears. both are parts of nature and to be against nature should not count. Then, what is it? ....... One day, i might be able to figure out the definition of strong of my own. 

fRagiLE

能的話

可以都不要看到嗎

突然好想去美術館

安靜

空曠

清寧

time never stops

my world is too small to contain anything but the small, lucky, happy me...............

the speed of fallen dying is so fast.

deCoraTiON

if love can be transformed or decorated
if life cab be reset or pieced together
if sorrow can be transparent or mutated
if i can get rid of all of them...

meAgER

貧乏的曲調

幾近瘋狂的渴望

那唯一的曙光

想念

想念這時候你會怎麼告訴我

要長大

要堅強

要勇敢

要步步為營

要執著

隨著大雨

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rUin

it's never easy at all.

i need to stand alone and



laugh at the vanity all day long

bE BrAVe

I think that we need to believe in ourselves more often and confirmedly, no matter how old we are.

I think i am interested in certain things and maybe i should have be more confident of myself and try to make decisions according to my interests, not my ability. We are always asking ourselves that "could we make it?", but "is that what we want?". We might not know how far we can go but we probably can know are we happy when doing something. I still believe that "interest leads every effort", and in the silent way we are going to be sort of good at certain things because of our interests, even though we are not aware of that.

The true bravery might be to be able to take failure.

sNOw