somEThIng abouT thE coNfiDENce

I somewhat hate to rely upon others, even though I clearly realize that the dependence is necessary when I was born and the day I die. There is, of course, no exception during my living times. However, I would be more tired rather than live on another's favor. This character is revealed from my childhood. I am easily getting depressed when I suffer the humiliations resulted from my weakness and the need for dependency. Now, I do totally experience it. I couldn't help to wonder, is it all because of my self-respect?