20111130

dEtacGMEnt

there must be an immune system 


going down and down and down and then just stop

and calmness follows all of that

at least...

this morning is going this way



or just like the article i read 

the mind, or yourself, protects you from the unhappiness or pains



20111128

toRn

那條長長的尾巴


只想用黑色的刺

裝飾

20111127

stINKy

突然很懷念那面白色


空空盪盪

其實我也只是想要空空盪盪吧




回家

框啷的開了鎖

順手的鑰匙放在左手邊的書架

右腳又不小心砰的一聲關門

嘀咕著怎麼又忘記要小聲關門

一片白白的房間

冷清

開了電腦

換套自由的衣服

拉開落地窗換換氣

腦袋可能想著什麼

不重要



我想我需要一片山

和一片海

我只是很討厭黏膩的空氣

汙濁




窒息



unPUTdoWnABLe

好累



卻偏偏不是身體累

好想睡




20111120

hOLLow

虛浮的都不如最真實的

似乎

自己需要改變

20111114

DEspERAte


feeling really exhausted

looks locked, every door

no way out

its so hot inside, extremely high temperature

smokes striking me

feeling so desperate to seek fresh air to breathe



cold, so cold.



20111101

voCabuLARY


vocabulary:
  • homebody [C] (=stay-at-home)
    He is a stay-at-home.
  • outstrip
    When demands outstrip supplies, prices will get higher.
  • Portuguese
  • cuff [C]
  • versatile (=multifunction)
    A jacket is a versatile garment that you should have bought one.
  • proofread, proofread, proofread
    Please proofread your own article before you hand in it.
  • jargon [U]
  • delegate
    delegates have voted in favour of the motion.
    you were delegated to represent your team in this meeting.
  • brevity [U]
    his essays are models of clarity and brevity.
  • auditory [adj.]
  • stale 
  • lucrative
  • mundane
  • entrepreneur [C]
    he was one of entrepreneurs who made their money in property.
  • hieroglyph [C]
  • ample
    you have ample opportunities to ask questions after the talk.
  • illusion [C]
    you can create illusion of space by various mirrors.
  • faucet [C] american english. / tap [C] british english
idiom:
  • off the cuff
  • off the top of one's head
  • be no good at

20111027

thE hOWLinG


We've been seeing what you wanted got us cornered right now
Fallen asleep from our vanity might cost us our lives
I hear they're getting closer
Their howls are sending chills down my spine
And time is running out now
They're coming down the hills from behind

When we start killing
It's all coming down right now
From the nightmare we've created
I want to be awakened somehow

When we start killing

It all will be falling down
From the Hell that we're in
All we are is fading away
When we start killing

We've been searching all night long but there's no trace to be found
It's like they all have just vanished but I know they're around
I feel they're getting closer
Their howls are sending chills down my spine
And time is running out now
They're coming down the hills from behind

When we start killing
It's all coming down right now
From the nightmare we've created
I want to be awakened somehow

When we start killing 

It all will be falling down
From the Hell that we're in
All we are is fading away
When we start killing    

When we start killing

I feel they're getting closer
Their howls are sending chills down my spine
And time is running out now
They're coming down the hills from behind

The sun is rising
The screams have gone
Too many have fallen
Few still stand tall
Is this the ending of what we've begun?
Will we remember what we've done wrong?

When we start killing
It's all coming down right now
From the nightmare we've created
I want to be awakened somehow

When we start killing 

It all will be falling down
From the Hell that we're in
All we are is fading away
When we start killing
When we start killing
When we start killing






20111025

CRossOVEr

慢慢的過河

踩著踩著

閉氣

冰冷淹沒了沒有內容的頭頂

無聲無息

我只聽到溪水潺潺

和停止的心跳聲

踩著踩著

這條路上

只有你

20111019

CurseD

Damn...I really hate this kind of moment.

If everything is designed, what for?

20111017

nEws EngliSH


my writing assignment 3 talks about a social issue in Taiwan. i chose the topic about ageing population. There are some good sentences i got from internet when i was doing my writing. now i think news English is really worth learning.


"Taiwan's fertility rate - the average number of children women have - dropped to 0.9 in 2010, down from 1.03 in 2009."

"That gives Taiwan the lowest fertility rate in the world."

"Wages here are considered low compared to the cost of childcare and property prices."

"If Taiwan continues this track the population would experience a future labour shortage and that the next generation of children would have siginificant difficulty covering the health costs of their ageing parents."

"According to the Swiss-based international Institute of Management Development, Taiwaneses work some of the longest hours in the world, averaging nearly 44 hours a week, and Taiwan's women are very career-oriented."

20111016

StAIRs

一把尺在問

有多害怕失敗

有多不願接受弱點

有多怯懦挑戰

有多羞於暴露自己努力爭取想要卻未償的寞落



又一支筆在繪

那振翅的高度

那藍天

那亦步亦趨的踏實

和進步


how far away?

20111010

CONCEntrAtion

檢討...

由近到遠

遺失的重心

高捧的情緒

失衡的懶散




打掉

重來

20111009

HeARing

難免


大家都受著距離的影響

難免

彈簧是需要派上用場吧

20111007

ConFOunD

空洞繁忙的日子

想騰出一個獨自舒適的世界 .

消化囤積在胃部的食物

 帶來的不適

 一直提醒我

 快點快點

20111003

DAmn

Damn


hurt hurt hurt

keep telling myself that its okay

20111001

FaReWELl

If I can forget, I will be fine.

If I can leave, I will fall asleep forever and ever ......

20110930

FulLfiLmenT

do i talk too much?


am i doing badly?

what do i really care about?

where am i?

20110929

tHIs i lOVE







And now I don't know why
She wouldn't say goodbye
But then it seems that I
Had seen it in her eyes

And it might not be wise
I'd still have to try
With all the love
I have inside
I can't deny

I just can't let it die
Cause her heart's just like mine
And she holds her pain inside

So if you ask me why
She wouldn't say goodbye
I know somewhere inside

There is a special light
Still shining bright
And even on the darkest night
She can't deny

So if she's somewhere near me
I hope to God she hears me
There's no one else
Could ever make me feel
I'm so alive
I hoped she'd never leave me
Please God you must believe me
I've searched the universe
And found myself
Within' her eyes

No matter how I try
They say it's all a lie
So what's the use of my confessions to a crime
Of passions that won't die
In my heart

So if she's somewhere near me
I hope to God she hears me
There's no one else
Could ever make me feel
I'm so alive

I hoped she'd never leave me
Please God you must believe me
I've searched the universe
And found myself
Within' her eyes

So if she's somewhere near me
I hope to God she hears me
There's no one else
Could ever make me feel
I'm so alive

I hoped she'd never leave me
Please God you must believe me
I've searched the universe
And found myself
Within' her eyes

So now I don't know why
She wouldn't say goodbye
It just might be that I
Had seen it in her eyes
And now it seems that I
Gave up my ghost of pride
I'll never say goodbye

20110928

sLums

我滿喜歡上英文課的 (不過很明顯的跟我適不適應老師有很大的關聯)


Mark的英文課常常帶給我的

不只是英文

讓我定期的接受與自己雷同的圈圈大相逕庭的刺激和思考

有點像是以前在修教育學程的課

接觸的總是和自己本科的很不相同

看到不同的思考慣性    不同的價值分析

發現自己意外的缺點    意外的優點

了解原來自己會對什麼有興趣   有疑問  有好奇  有離譜無知

Mark的英文課大概就是這樣的感覺吧



今天讓我忍不住想整理的一些點
  • 生活的方向: 當我們正忍不住的忙於工作,驕傲於繁忙,追求無邊界的成就與欲望,有沒有遺忘了一些根本?
  • 老齡化的人口分布問題: 一方面是實際社會如何面對,一方面是這有所謂的根本解法嗎?
  • 世界的兩極化: 我們是不是正在那些國家的M字的一邊呢?