suddenly i am 25.
Everyone has its proud. what should be mine? i am kind of freaky, but that is just me.
should people really be proud of something of their selves?
but the more important question is
what are those things that i would regret for if i never do it?
買了生平第一棵聖誕樹
第一次親眼目睹超棒大直豪宅
踏進從來沒料到會進去的坐月子中心
第一次看到只有兩個月大的人類
(那種感覺很神妙，與其說可愛，不如說有一種淺淺卻扎實的震撼)
一個是生命的後段
一個正是生命的開端
有時候離生和死就是這麼的貼近
這輩子
經過很多形形色色的事
就像堆疊的積木一般
恣意
隨性
發展
養大
自己可以回顧
那就像是平面下的潮，暖暖而抑鬱
就像是巨聲作響的澎湃浪花，奔放而足量
就像是連綿白花花的金亮波浪，堅毅而變形
逐漸
天色也接近了藍的灰
扭捏的藍色大方的披掛在天的幕上
打滾
sometimes i admire that kind of power.
this is my second time to go to a concert. But this time it was hold in Taipei.
the atmosphere of the concert is quite different form the one of Baby Jane.
no matter what kind of concerts, i think those are indeed the essential products of artists. they can create, design, perform and originate as what they want and who they are.
i think i am a little fond of enjoying concerts.
心中總是有隻小蟲
悄悄的竄動
它翻鬆了每一寸田地
卻疲憊不已
hard days are set to coming. i am challenging myself.
my weakness, my will, my human nature, and my own thought are so essential to be hold.
年紀輕輕
我卻老了
那些綁手綁腳的
請速速消失吧~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
看到破姐和大哥的照片
發現~好久沒有看到這麼藍的大海了!!!!
又想起那些在沙灘上踩阿踏的日子
其實
還像是個不成熟的孩子
任性、自我
其實
卻已經老化的不堪用
很久沒有這種美式擁抱了
小李還是一樣
可能上了年紀的人
總是會比我們這種年輕小夥子來的穩定
最意外的是見面的招呼
還在猜想
大概會是老樣子的握手
豈料
小李整個敞開雙臂
哈
超久沒有遇到這樣的見面擁抱啦
真讓我又驚又喜
最意外的事
本來還在想要不要輕輕抱
(上過擁抱的課有時候還是有用的~哈哈哈~)
不過小李倒是超誠意的就是真的見面抱啦!!!!!!!
這樣輕輕抱實在太失禮了
這讓我回想到
小李也是第一個讓還是小鬼的我像個大人一樣的被介紹、握手
雖然這些東西久了
就習慣了
但是我想我會依舊記得
is this my world?
you tell me.
the strong temper has been built up by many blocks,
the independence, the belief, the experience, the wildness, the wounds, the contradiction and the feebleness.
Never cross that line.
once i made a wish to the curved silver, and i was planning to throw it over.
the whole things that i care is what she had dreamt about.
sometimes we are too blind to tell front from rear,
especially when the only hint we've got is just the middle part.
her egg of guardian angel will be shining then.
the time she know it will be just the time to face it.
How's the smile working on her?
just like a slap on the wrist.
a gal with strong temper is seeking for the future.
She seems to lack for kind of love.
i can say that
she's hurt.
遇見星星的日子
是多麼美好
我遇見星星一段日子
慢慢的
我學會
坐在星光下和石子聊天
坐在那個黑色長板凳上面著藍黑色的大海嘆息
踏著闌珊且左搖右晃的步伐回到總是不同的家
我遇見星星一段日子
曾以為那是承受忽遠乎近的折磨
但是
當陪伴與痛苦勝過了這一切
遇見星星的日子
變得更加美好
everyone has its own way home. i am confused and totally lost the sight.
Here are some queries.
what is the lead in the play?
how has the plan been designed for?
不是跟你很熟的人覺得你是 ......
一個常常把自己藏起來的人。很有神秘感。不容易接近。
跟你很熟的人覺得你是 ......
心思很細膩的人。很多時候傷心不會表現出來，不過其實大家都看得出來。
你想要別人覺得你是 ......
很清楚自己想什麼要什麼的人。
你最希望你的情人是......
不會很容易發脾氣。要懂得容忍你。外剛內柔。有自己的性格。
其實真實的你是 ......
直接的人。很多時候因為這樣的性格跟別人不合。希望有多一點人可以了解你, 特別是你喜歡的人。
It's not so easy loving me
It gets so complicated
All the things you gotta be
Everything's changing
But you're the truth
I'm amazed by all your patience
Everything I put you through
And when I'm about to fall
Somehow you're always waiting with
Your open arms to catch me
You're gonna save me from myself
From myself, yes
You're gonna save me from myself
My love is tainted by your touch
Well some guys have shown me aces
But you've got that royal flush
I know it's crazy everyday
Well tomorrow maybe shaky
But you never turn away
Don't ask me why I'm crying
'Cause when I start to crumble
You know how to keep me smiling
You always save me from myself
From myself, myself
You're gonna save me from myself
I know it's hard, it's hard
But you've broken all my walls
You've been my strength, so strong
And don't ask me why I love you
It's obvious you tenderness
Is what I need to make me
A better woman to myself
To myself, myself
You're gonna save me from myself
