UnStaBlE stAtE
They said I become easily annoyed.
It's god damn true.
.........
7 years ago
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teAR and tORn
cant see at night
cant drink on the way home
cant breathe on the bed
when will the blood cover all the dreams
when could i lie into the scarlet disposal hugs
you completely enjoy bleeding and dreaming and holding the last breathe...
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VoiCE
"Brick walls are there for a reason. The brick walls are not there to keep us out. The brick walls are there to show how badly we want something.
Because the brick walls are there to stop the people who don’t want something badly enough. They are there to keep out the other people."
"The questions are always more important than the answers."
"No matter how bad things are, you can always make things worse. "
— Randy Pausch (The Last Lecture)
chILDish
he said that
i dont know you are so passion to that.
it seems that you are still keen to that.
you can do that after work.
youre welcome to propose any idea if you have any.
if i could do both well, which one should i choose?
the same question now become much clearer.
the same weakness cannot be emphasized any more.
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20110311
SIcK
Trying to forget
Trying to sleep
If the night is getting darker,
Save me from here.
Dreams taste bitter.
Laugh sounds sarcasm.
The night you picked me up were gone forever. What the following is the endless sink.
Words of stories are made of sorrow and struggle. They sounds funny due to the teller are laughing with the mask. Suddenly I recall the plot, and shaked myself with panics and cold temperature within.
eXpeCTatIOn ValuE
there is a kind of value that is given by oneself
there is a kind of passion that flames in oneself
there is a kind of sorrow that is brought by expectation
there is a kind of hope that is made of confidence
there was a dream
building the tree
which i nestle against
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dON't gO AWaY
repeat it again and again.....
Oh my God I see how everything is torn in the river deep
And I don't know why I go the way
Down by the riverside
you are the food of my mind..................
riVERsidE
im stopping myself.
Down by the river by the boats
Where everybody goes to be alone
Where you wont see any rising sun
Down to the river we will run
When by the water we drink to the dregs
Look at the stones on the river bed
I can tell from your eyes
You've never been by the riverside
Down by the water the riverbed
Somebody calls you somebody says
swim with the current and float away
Down by the river everyday
Oh my God I see how everything is torn in the river deep
And I don't know why I go the way
Down by the riverside
When that old river runs pass your eyes
To wash off the dirt on the riverside
Go to the water so very near
The river will be your eyes and ears
I walk to the borders on my own
To fall in the water just like a stone
Chilled to the marrow in them bones
Why do I go here all alone
Oh my God I see how everything is torn in the river deep
And I don't know why I go the way
Down by the riverside
20110305
BAD
it's not good. it's bad......
it's not good. it's bad.it's not good. it's bad......
it's not good. it's bad.it's not good. it's bad.it's not good. it's bad........
when she shouted at me i felt like been tearing apart.
i can't help but recall the breath i took, the speed of heart beat i felt and the frozen hands that caused by the angry.
i don't know.
am i able to control my feelings so well?
stop it...
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