bE BrAVe

I think that we need to believe in ourselves more often and confirmedly, no matter how old we are.

I think i am interested in certain things and maybe i should have be more confident of myself and try to make decisions according to my interests, not my ability. We are always asking ourselves that "could we make it?", but "is that what we want?". We might not know how far we can go but we probably can know are we happy when doing something. I still believe that "interest leads every effort", and in the silent way we are going to be sort of good at certain things because of our interests, even though we are not aware of that.

The true bravery might be to be able to take failure.

sNOw

nAiVE

只是很想單單純純的

討厭複雜

只喜歡直爽

能用這樣的想法在世界上打滾嗎??

也許堅強 也許脆弱

也許叛逆 也許畏縮

長大之後開始學會幻想行旅

會害怕

會不安

會興奮

會期待

並且

必須更相信自己能承擔

moVE

常常
生命的感動
是從小小的地方開始吧...........

我是不是太好高騖遠了一些呢?!

tHis WorLd

after been through lots of things in my life, of course not all the happiness and tragedy in this world, I think that i'm getting to know myself.
I would love to experience different life. I would love to challenge myself. I am curious about human nature and would like to explore the deep thoughts within people, surely including myself. I am not a person with enough self-confidence. I do believe in "interest leads every effort" and actually i am a demonstration. I behave like that i would love to change, but i am not sure about this impression a little bit. I seem to know what i want in the really life, although I am always stopping and looking around.

No matter what the decisions i made, I believe that this world is broad enough to be explored.

caFé

several things happened to me recently.
I think it is time to write something down here. I believe that it's a way to push me thinking in my busy working life.
I also wish that i could have the chance just sitting in a café and figuring out what i really want.

DaTA mIninG

ForGiVEn

StoP

it seems bad.
I am confused a little bit.

One happy day reminded me the happy period of time in the past and the sadness as well.

thEy dOn'T kNOw

撿回一些時光的故事

就像痛痛的扎了針的摔落在過去的妄想與如今的現實

快樂與痛苦總是並肩而行

很堅強的自以為眼睛一眨

不聞不問不去思考

就逃脫的掉

就面對的了

但終究

腳走跛了

指磨破了

累到倒下來的那一天




就可以了

iM baCK

又回到屬於自己的世界

理性的知道自己的想望

自己的個性

自己的原則

自己的風格

這不是大圓和小角的故事

這是真實

diFFERent

很久沒有來更新了
就....來更新一下吧



今天興起逛起表嫂的網誌
其實每次都會覺得很佩服

很辛苦
也很開心

可以感覺到爸媽的用心和教育方向
雖然不免是比較寵愛
畢竟還是獨子
爸媽的關注自然會都落在他身上
可以用心處理、對待

最讓我覺得佩服的是
雖然大家說
有了小孩很難到處去玩
但是我發現他們還是會常常出遊
即使是出國

我想娃娃近期的旅遊經驗應該比我這年輕人還多了吧

令我佩服的是
爸媽即使知道帶孩子出門會很累
但還是會努力的帶出去

見識了大自然與城市、科技與傳統
接觸了小孩、大人、老人還有寵物
除了精神上的累積
我相信體力與健康上也會增加等級
(彷彿突然理解每少女夢工廠裡面的遊戲設定一樣)


其實我認為不只是小孩
就連大人
都非常需要生活上不同的刺激來增長經驗視野與智慧
所以我們才愛旅行
所以才會在久違的朋友聚會中有些許收穫
即使只是多聽了一些不同工作圈的事情
或是面對同樣問題但是不一樣應對心態的故事
這些都是累積
這些都是調劑


其實真的很開心認識表嫂
與你們的生活接觸
其實不斷地也拓展我的視野與界線

thAt'S mE

最沒有變化的

就是



依舊喜歡這樣不受約束

miSSiNg

那其實像是一個隔絕的世界

被丟到刺鼻與刺耳的夢境中

現實的顏色沾染著些許的輕狂與執著

低頭




在哪裡

是不是都會有一點點的懊悔

一些些的不甘心

沉悶的大笑著

飛奔向不同世界的我們




越來越遠

不只是與人的距離

而是你所知到的自己






那群孩子

青澀卻真實

展現著現在的缺乏

也許那都不過是自己一廂情願的投影



但是

真的

認真的問

我在哪裡

fAR aWAy

好遠

好孤獨的感覺.............

CoLD

天冷的聲音，怎麼都不見了。
難道連泥娃娃都長大離巢。
學著自己站起來。
練習歪斜世界的眼光，有天。
誰都由不得誰。

TeaRs

突然湧入的難過


無解





不懂



越來越不討喜的個性

在逼我什麼

DiSLiKE

也許現在的狀況很糟，

但還是緊握著不肯放

那是貪婪

那是幻想

那是代表任性的擴大

放縱不幸無邊的長大

我只是就這樣停不了
離不開
放不下

goodBYe

連落下幾滴眼淚你都不知道

這些脆弱會是長恆的寂寞






直到毫無掙扎的躺下

我或許才能知曉本就該自我消化

EnVY

maybe what i need is just being alone for a while. leave some space for myself. A huge wave of tiredness makes me feel really bad. I'm on that boat. i just couldn't figure out the destination i really long for. sometimes i envy emotionally.