a SmALL pRiVATe CIrCle

是怎樣

搞不清楚情況嗎

That's me. whom i am and what i do is not your business.

Everything about you is not my business unless you're in my way.

Stay away from the circle.

wiSer?!

after about 3 years later, i've been changed a lot. i am indeed not the gal i was. i feel more and more constrained. i know that it's all about the thoughts within. i can't even decide whether i go out for a date. it really sucks. how can i become so different? what do i care about? i think that the key problem is what's wrong with my central thought.

MY WOrld

the world is still huge to me. it's time to broaden my view.


sometimes i feel embarrassed and sometimes i feel uneasy.

i am trying hard to go through the hurdles and keep push on.

yOu WiLD BeAuTY

sometimes i love.

but the time i feel nothing is even more.

DaIlY ligHTs

好久沒有畫畫
好久沒有讀英文了
彷彿這段時間都空了

想不起來這些日子是怎麼過日子的

其實也不懂

在實現什麼自我

路太長欲望太大

一步步來還是得要活在當下

該是出去走走吹吹海風逛逛整片花田的時候吧

20-SomEthinGs

suddenly i am 25.


Everyone has its proud. what should be mine? i am kind of freaky, but that is just me.

should people really be proud of something of their selves?
but the more important question is

what are those things that i would regret for if i never do it?

SeX & fiGHter

買了生平第一棵聖誕樹
第一次親眼目睹超棒大直豪宅
踏進從來沒料到會進去的坐月子中心
第一次看到只有兩個月大的人類
(那種感覺很神妙，與其說可愛，不如說有一種淺淺卻扎實的震撼)
一個是生命的後段
一個正是生命的開端
有時候離生和死就是這麼的貼近



這輩子
經過很多形形色色的事
就像堆疊的積木一般
恣意
隨性
發展
養大

自己可以回顧
那就像是平面下的潮，暖暖而抑鬱
就像是巨聲作響的澎湃浪花，奔放而足量
就像是連綿白花花的金亮波浪，堅毅而變形
逐漸
天色也接近了藍的灰

扭捏的藍色大方的披掛在天的幕上
打滾


sometimes i admire that kind of power.

Got WhAt U WAnt

this is my second time to go to a concert. But this time it was hold in Taipei.

the atmosphere of the concert is quite different form the one of Baby Jane.

no matter what kind of concerts, i think those are indeed the essential products of artists. they can create, design, perform and originate as what they want and who they are.

i think i am a little fond of enjoying concerts.

wiTHIn

心中總是有隻小蟲

悄悄的竄動

它翻鬆了每一寸田地

卻疲憊不已



hard days are set to coming. i am challenging myself.
my weakness, my will, my human nature, and my own thought are so essential to be hold.

agiNg

年紀輕輕

我卻老了

那些綁手綁腳的
請速速消失吧~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

看到破姐和大哥的照片
發現~好久沒有看到這麼藍的大海了!!!!
又想起那些在沙灘上踩阿踏的日子

其實
還像是個不成熟的孩子
任性、自我

其實
卻已經老化的不堪用

mY chRistmAS ColoUr

擁抱禮

很久沒有這種美式擁抱了
小李還是一樣
可能上了年紀的人
總是會比我們這種年輕小夥子來的穩定

最意外的是見面的招呼
還在猜想
大概會是老樣子的握手
豈料
小李整個敞開雙臂
哈
超久沒有遇到這樣的見面擁抱啦
真讓我又驚又喜
最意外的事
本來還在想要不要輕輕抱
(上過擁抱的課有時候還是有用的~哈哈哈~)
不過小李倒是超誠意的就是真的見面抱啦!!!!!!!
這樣輕輕抱實在太失禮了

這讓我回想到
小李也是第一個讓還是小鬼的我像個大人一樣的被介紹、握手

雖然這些東西久了
就習慣了
但是我想我會依舊記得

CanDLeLighT

想過一個聖誕節

最後一次佈置聖誕樹好像也是第一次佈置聖誕樹
那是很久很久以前的時候了吧
也許是國小

突然想過個聖誕節

it'S not My bussiNEss.

is this my world?
you tell me.
the strong temper has been built up by many blocks,
the independence, the belief, the experience, the wildness, the wounds, the contradiction  and the feebleness.

Never cross that line.

once i made a wish to the curved silver, and i was planning to throw it over.
the whole things that i care is what she had dreamt about.

bRokEN sORds

哽著像糖果.........

很痛

HoME

ShuT uP?!

sometimes we are too blind to tell front from rear,
especially when the only hint we've got is just the middle part.

LonGIng

her egg of guardian angel will be shining then.
the time she know it will be just the time to face it.
How's the smile working on her?
just like a slap on the wrist.

GloUrIoUS!!!!!

已為脫離了

就是愉快

那天之後

整個組成好像都變了

失去了不復在

我像是倚靠著他們的光環下的小黑點

不敢出聲

不敢驚動天地

不敢支持自己

就只是曾經我成為累贅

成為最安靜無聲的陰影

doN't Push hER

a gal with strong temper is seeking for the future.

She seems to lack for kind of love.

i can say that

she's hurt.