suMMarIze

I've not written my English diary for a long time. What happened to me so far? I would like to summarize those trifles if I could recall all of them.

a rIvER oF StaRs?

It means nothing. Just wanna colorize something quickly, casually, and free. It's called a daub, isn't it?

it'S unFaIr

Without reasons, it's just unfair.

And it's just a complain, not a big deal.

MouRNiNg

就此

安葬

在冰天雪地的琴聲下

gO ahEAd

正午
回想起黑夜
溶進成一片一片的殘缺
發現

心還在飄蕩

aboUT dyNAMIcs

Although it's not so easy, I wanna do the study.


Tonight, it rained cats and dogs as zin and I left liboratories. How sweet you are!!~"~


I still need some drinks and prayers.


What is the life I aspire to?

Moi

this piece spent me almost a weekend. the first thing i must to declare is the girl in blue was imitated from a picture in ice's blog. I quite like those stunning works. as to the piece I drew, actually it reflects my mood indeed. That's my story, a story of my mind.

a FaREweLL

我知曉這顆心，

從未領略過不朽的愛情；

但心底仍有某處在燦燦發光，

如此奇異，如此不安，如此難馴。

──馬修‧阿諾德，〈告別〉( A Farewell, 1853)

qui ESt?

She's no need to be her.

I have no need to be like her.

WhY haNds & liGHTs?

I really have no idea what I did in this piece. Maybe I just tried the brush I hadn't used.

La MusiQuE

總是很容易受影響
伸展的形狀
不斷的變化變化變化變化
我知道它是會停止重複的
直到有一天
山不再那麼樣的俊俏
海不再那麼樣的寬闊
吹落的黃葉不再那麼詩意的遍佈我走行的路
這時間的沙漏消失在無聲的夢境中
一遍又一遍
跳躍的是我的思緒
曾經他們都是美好的存在的
如今卻一一被要求遺忘遺忘遺忘遺忘

還在轉圈
暫時還找不到
還沒有邊際
沒有編曲沒有伸縮鏡頭沒有修片
依然還在不是昏黃的草原
手舞足蹈
又是落淚又是歡笑
瞧
天空又被渲染了千萬種色彩
喔~不
這還只是我面對這片透明的天布時
有的幻想

mY owN rOOM

什麼時候才會發現

這個袋子裡

似乎已經甚麼都不剩了

落地窗一片

時間流逝
已流洩的沙漏倒轉
來到現在來到過去來到未來

清靜的咖啡廳
伴隨著店員們沉穩的呼吸
一片彷彿透明的時間海
淹沒隔著落地窗一片的這一邊

隨高隨低
忽遠忽近
微微的人生倩影
平靜的水面遮掩著眾多紛雜的活躍與軌跡
即使不小心翻動了桌椅
依舊

靜靜的在落地窗一片的

這邊

ExhaUSTed?!

It's quite not a bed time for good children, isn't it?

a SmeLL oF a lonElineSS

隨風珍藏

這點開闊的光景

03:56

Again!!!
I'm falling the periodic trap of insomnia.


不需要後悔，就是因為經歷過才會這般感受；
如果拿這份因為過去而得的感受去懊悔過去，實在是太浪費了。


一切都會沒事的。
這一句話陪伴我好久啊！


這個世界上沒有偶然，有的只是必然。
雖然這個說法武斷了點，但是我喜歡。
這是決定論(determinism)與隨機(stochastics)的混合吧！


細水長流。
就朝著想去的地方，去吧！


失眠怎麼就會冒出一堆激勵自己的話啊~真是！
那就繼續激勵下去吧~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~^+++^

MY spaCiouSNess

after spending three and half hours, I finally finish the challenge, how to draw a 3-dimensional space. I picked a picture from the internet and tried hard to imitate it; imitating is my typical learning method. I wish that one day I can draw whatever I wanna draw.

tHE snOOPY's faCe

Wow~I've not writen in English for a long long time. Let me start it again by these sentences. I expect to graduate this summer. Therefore, all I need to do is devote myself to my work, the graduation thesis. But the great worry to me is the job wanted. It makes me look like the face of snoopy above.

the memo

健康漸漸的走下坡了
慢慢的感覺到抵抗力變差
沒有運動
沒有正常睡眠
沒有良好的飲食
讓我開示明顯感覺自己越來越虛弱了
健康是一輩子的
在還能讓我好好保養它的時候
我會努力的
不一定要變胖
只要好好的 一切都好好的 就好囉




有時候自己也很孩子氣
明知道別人的心情
卻還是會想去挫別人的嘴硬
其實別人是別人
應該要是無所謂的
當然
好朋友就又不在話下了


一步一步的走著我二十好幾的路途
我謹記著很多話語及提醒
而我最不想忘記的
就是告訴自己去過真正想過的人生
成為自己真正想成為的人

abOUt the slEEPleSsnesS

又再度進入了失眠週期

明明很累

卻怎樣也無法入睡

一開始頭暈

然後就頭痛

這就更難睡了

一陣子之後就是肚子餓

然後就只能等著快天亮的那個時候

好好躺平