TeaRs

突然湧入的難過


無解





不懂



越來越不討喜的個性

在逼我什麼

DiSLiKE

也許現在的狀況很糟，

但還是緊握著不肯放

那是貪婪

那是幻想

那是代表任性的擴大

放縱不幸無邊的長大

我只是就這樣停不了
離不開
放不下

goodBYe

連落下幾滴眼淚你都不知道

這些脆弱會是長恆的寂寞






直到毫無掙扎的躺下

我或許才能知曉本就該自我消化

EnVY

maybe what i need is just being alone for a while. leave some space for myself. A huge wave of tiredness makes me feel really bad. I'm on that boat. i just couldn't figure out the destination i really long for. sometimes i envy emotionally.