恋人

Suddenly, here comes the tree and lane.

gRoWn uP

長大了
有很多的痛苦和快樂
痛的是面對
樂的是掌握
它們都不斷的催趕著我的成長和老化
它們都引我落淚

長大了
有很多不甘心和哽咽
不甘心的是自己
哽咽的是處境
多麼扎實卻又被天使忽略被惡魔放大
它們都讓我繼續長大

長大了
有很多成熟和熱情
它們是多麼不容易的在這好幾十年的路輾轉存活下來
因為沾滿過塵埃和笑靨
才顯得更晶瑩珍貴


我還在長大
願一路上的荊棘可以成為我開路的利器

somethiNg likE this

At first, i didn't got lots of fun in the English class.
It's just an unfamiliar environment to me, although i'd love to learn english.
Recently, I've found that i would expect the time to come.
It seems a relaxation in a whole tight day.
At least, in this one half hours, i learn what i want to learn.

The SuN

好久沒有畫了......

缺

每次每次都像是勾起什麼似的

有種輕微大片的震撼

目不轉睛的盯著

試圖從那如此寬闊的風格中

聊取點什麼

UnfAir

I am mad.

I hate to be treated without any respects.

I am totally offended by those attitudes and the presuming.

All of us ought to be treated equal.

If the boss appointed me to give the speech, I would do that without a word.

But he didn't.

He let us decide who will be the speaker by ourselves.

Why everyone can express his self and not be settled, but me?

Why don't they ask "the magic lamp" and make decisions without his nod?

Why other's "no" is a "no", but mine?

If there is no volunteer, how about holding a draw?

I will shut up with the results.

harD DrinKs

Yesterday's movie couldn't satisfy me who really had thought it as a relaxant in the latest life.

I have enjoyed going to see movies since I was a senior in the university.
Before then, I didn't have a taste for seeing movies in the theater.
You may wonder that what happened to me that year.

At first, I went to the movies for association.
Gradually I loved it.
I loved to be on the way to the theater.
Pass through the bridge, pierce into the curtain of night, and break the wind.
It's just like a space-time tunnel which connects the real world and the fairyland.
Strictly speaking, what I fell in love with is not the movie things but the emancipation.

Suddenly, I somewhat miss that fading time.

bLamE

心情浮躁
似乎非常不適合畫圖

果然還是要有個閒情逸致
慢慢的享受才會愉快



可惡的網路，真的斷得很誇張耶!!!!~"~好想罵髒話!!!!
(怨念中.......)

toNE

生活的步調

真的很快嗎???

感覺好擁擠啊!!!!!!

PainFUL

第一次這麼嚴重的落枕
苦不堪言
(還一度懷疑自己是不是被蚊子咬
得了什麼奇怪的麻痺絕症)

明明起床之後沒有什麼異狀
怎個隨著時間過去
整個左半邊的頸子越來越僵硬疼痛
就像抽筋一樣的肌肉無敵緊繃
動一下便是一陣哭天搶地、顏面扭曲

頂著莫名重的安全帽
前往診所的一路上
除了努力維持不痛的臨界姿勢
心底更是不忘咒罵路面是可恨至極的崎嶇

到了診所，看了醫生
判定是落枕
打算挨一針早點去掉疼痛(醫生是這麼說的)
反正打針對我來說沒有什麼恐懼
但是
真正可怕的是
又經歷一次昏天黑地嘔心瀝血的反應

根據從小挨針的經驗我已經有了承受肌肉注射的痠痛準備
一針下去，除了酸痛(外加依舊存在的脖子痛)
隱約開始有點熟悉的不對勁
微弱的問，"我今天有吃午餐嗎?"。
"有啊！"
眼前白花花的症狀開始出現，
"挖咧！"，心想，"不會吧！又要開始了！"
果然，隨之而來的就是一陣又一陣的噁心。

回想第一次經驗
沒有吃早餐就去看醫生，一樣挨了一針止痛消炎肌肉注射
但是那時的症狀劇烈了好幾倍，
眼前白花到完全看不到，不斷的噁心想吐，
那時候還真以為是對藥劑過敏，自己都嚇壞了。
後來才知道是血糖過低造成的。

只是沒有想到又再經歷了一次。
是因為已經接近晚餐時間的關係嗎？
這真是太痛苦了！


所以
還是要多運動啊>"<
還有，不要隨便聽信他人熱敷的建議，這是一件很恐怖的冒險~~~~~~~~~~~~嗚嗚嗚


P.S.
慶幸沒有聽實驗室某學長的建議貼撒隆巴斯，要不然我現在應該倒在地上爬不起來吧！